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I Felt Numb
Do It Again - Pia Mia
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Happy? Of course. Be grateful? I am more than thankful that this is the most beautiful gift in my life. This is the most memorable birthday in my last 24 years of life.
Moved? If I can, roll around. I would roll around crying, laughing, screaming as loud as I could. I want to get all my emotions out.
Do we want to be called romantic or not? The point is I was so moved by the letter. I run out of words to describe it all. Gerald, truly that human. Somehow the magic brain was created. To be sure, I feel that I am the most lucky woman on earth because of his treatment.
And my heart began to fight again for the betrayal I had committed. I have three times kissed a stranger who I just met and even rode at his house. Sorry for sure. My heart was hit by a giant hammer by reading that letter. Words that sounded so sincere, and I brazenly embraced all that sincerity. I always spoil everything.
I say
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