"You think this pregnancy doesn't ruin my body enough that you threaten to manhandle me now? Teach me a lesson?" I scoff at the bold speech he threw at my face, "Wasting ten whole months of my life just to grow your daughter, have my body expand into a whale, and you had the audacity to talk to me like that?" The way he flinched when I used the word 'wasting' showed how surprised he was that I dared to say such thing, or the fact it even crossed my mind, because I too regret it the moment I blurted it out. I'm human, I have feelings, and carrying her everywhere I go for almost six months now makes me soft eventhough back then I was questioning myself if I did the right thing to keep her. Especially when her movements become obvious since the past few weeks, I get excited thinking how is she going to look like once she's out, if she's going to be his best friend by the way she's actively responding to him, or actually a mini Sophie creating our own Girls Team. "Is it because she's
âI wouldnât mind if you want to continue your extra curricular activity, you know.â Perhaps that will improve your mood tremendously instead of being this icy prince.âIâm sure youâve got a few in the cart, all you need to do is pick up your phone and call Cupcake, tell them you want one delivered today.â To be honest, I need him to be in a better mood because Iâm sick of getting this cold treatment, especially tonight since weâre going to a New Year party that Iâm sure will be attended by everyone from his social circle. Iâd appreciate a warm partner rather than one who treats me as if Iâm an arm candy- and just that. âToday might be 31st of December but Iâm one hundred percent sure there will be someone whoâs going to pick up your call.â Donât forget I also used them in the past so I know how top-notch their service is. âOrrrrrr, if you want me to call them on your behalf, yeah I can do that too!â I jump off the couch Iâve been occupying since morning and run eagerly towards his p
How many times does he have to reject me until I finally learn to move on? Like REALLY move on, not just half-heartedly doing it and have hope each time something happens. Something like the hot make-out session in the limo. I thought my heart has mastered the art of being broken to pieces by how many times it has endured it in just two years of knowing Luca, which I'm super mad at myself now because it's the same man over and over as if there's nothing new there, why can't you still get it in your head and heart that we are not meant to be together? Even when he rejected me bluntly in the limo earlier, there's this small part of me that keeps convincing me he will definitely change his mind once the baby is out. He will want to create a complete family for our daughter that he will suggest for us to try again, for the sake of her. We go around the ballroom to chat with a few known faces before we are being called to the dining table. To be honest, I do
"Don't look at me like that!" My arms fly to the chest area when he stares at every inch of my body, as if I'm a display at an art gallery. He growls disapprovingly and grabs both hands by the wrist so they'd stay on each side, and when the girls are out in the open again he smiles in satisfaction.I'm still sitting on his lap but the top of my pyjamas has already been removed by his sneaky hands when I was being distracted by the kiss, and now he is using his strength to stop me from concealing my eager twins- these hard pebbled nipples are revealing my secret of how turned on I am. "Stop it, Luc." Pretty sure my face is flushed with embarrassment. I'm already unconscious with my new figure, it doesn't help when he is observing me this way. "Stop what? I might never get this opportunity again so I'm going to memorise every bit of it. Starting from this magnificent view.""Magnifying view, you mean." I murmur to myself which he immedia
"I'm not going to sign it. I don't want to be your sugar baby." I tell him firmly on our way home after my hang out session with Abby. Earlier he dropped me at her place so he can get a few stuff at the grocery shop -yeah I have no idea why would he need to go again when we just did it a few days ago but fine, whatever- so now he's picking me up and I've obviously chosen the wrong timing to spill my decision because for the next fifteen minutes, we are going to sit next to each other in awkwardness. "Okay." Okay? That's it? "I don't want to be anybody's sugar baby anymore." "Okay." Again? Just an 'okay'? Is he for real? That's all the effort he has to persuade me into a yes? Did he forget how bad he wanted me to say yes this morning when he rammed into me? "You said you hated me and then you want me to be your sugar baby." "It's not up to me when my brain keeps on thinking how sexy you look, how cute you
Instead of going to my place at the middle floor, his finger opts for the highest button on the elevatorâs panel making me shocked at the revelation, âYou bought the penthouse to store your clothes?!âHe grins innocently while Iâm still digesting how Iâve missed this fact eventhough he has occupied it since a month ago, going back and forth to shower and change, a daily trip that never crossed my mind it would be to the biggest unit in the building- I thought it is just another apartment the size of mine. We step off the elevator once the door is opened, and I gasp upon realising there is only one unit at this level. How crazy can this get? He basically owns the floor! Instead of the traditional lock-and-key the apartments at this building use, he installed the advanced fingerprint-scanning at the door, similar to the one he has at Maison de Verdue. Iâm impressed but since Iâm somewhat used to this system, Iâm sure whatâs inside would impress me more hence the excitement Iâm trying
âShe will stay in this room for at least six months.âMy eyes widen hearing that firm statement, he seems so sure of himself that I become extremely curious what has happened that lead him to make such decision, âWhat do you mean?ââI want the best for my daughter, sheâs my top priority.âYeah, everyone is aware of that- the man left his luxurious penthouse to stay in my dwarf apartment for the sake of following through his daughterâs growth on day-to-day basis. He was willing to forego his own feelings and stay with this woman whom he hates, gives her princess treatments just so she can grow his daughter in the most conducive environment. âIâve done my research and I know breastmilk is the best option for her growth and development, especially during the first six months.ââOh.â I shouldâve known better. Of course itâs all about her. âLast time we talked you offered exclusive breastfeeding so Iâm taking it, thatâs why I buy this house. You will stay here with her so you can breastf
Thankfully my boys are home an hour later so he proceeds to taking care of them while I sooth myself in the bedroom, watching a show to stop this tired body and mind from overthinking- Iâve done enough of those upstairs. We donât talk to each other for the whole week, but everything remains the same; we still sleep on the same bed, still go to the office together, and he would kiss my tummy and rub it at every opportunity he gets, everything is such a norm that we do not need to utter a word to each other. The trial week is over without any action in it, I guess he wonât be subscribing then. âAre you coming tonight?â Liz asks when we are waiting for the meeting with our contractor to start. Most of the employees take a long holiday for Christmas and New Year so the company opts for the New Year party to be held on the first Friday of the year, which is tonight. âI donât know,â I answer while caressing my tummy, hinting that I might be too tired to attend, âI donât even have a dre