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Chapter 11
Song : #EllieGoulding #army
Brent
How do you know?
How do you know that you are with the right person ?
The answer is simple . You just do.
Then the question that I should be asking is ...when do you know?
I knew it when I asked Clara to be my friend ,she didn't know me at all but gave our friendship a shot.
I loved being around her and talking to her after a long day .If she was too busy or out of the country I'd leave her a message and before sunset she'd get back to me. She as a friend showed up , gave sound advice and was always there when I needed her. She became the best thing I never knew I needed.
On the morning we both admitted to having feelings for each other , which didn't come as a surprise. I knew .
We had both fallen in love at the same time. I knew when Andrea talked non stop about her , when she wanted her to stay over ,when I drea
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