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Chapter 15
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#Mumford&sons #Hopelesswanderer
#JohnLegend #everybodyknows
#Chainsmokers #Insideout
Clara
In a moment everything can change... You blink and your whole life is turned upside down, you blink again and you cannot believe what's happening to you. You blink a couple more times and looking from the outside in and inside out, you have lived so many lives ,executed so many roles , put out fires that you didn't start, fought and won wars that you never initiated , and learn to let go of what doesn't serve you right...Then you learn to breathe easy and count your blessings.
I have a lot to be thankful for. Brent , Andrew and our new edition to our family ... I know I gave birth...via C section. I had flashbacks of everything that happened.
I remember Carlo pulling me out of his car , flashing lights , florescent lights, machines beeping,needles and well lala land. Its fu
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