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Chapter 20
#songs #JamesBay #MoveTogether
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Brent
It shouldn't take almost losing someone you love or hold dear to your heart to realize how much you love them. I keep a lot of secrets , well except from my wife who can sniff out what's going on with me the minuet I come home... There are three ways to tell when my wife is either annoyed or angry. Granted that I have fiery temper when warranted and Clara doe a volatile one, she either avoids me all day by; sending my calls straight to voice mail or ignoring my texts which annoys the living daylights out of me, she gets passive aggressive and gives me one word answers which our son also does when he's angry or worse she gets moody, goes all quiet and like this morning sneaks out of bed and disappears.
I fitted a tracker on both her cars. I learnt my lesson the last time she pulled a fast one on me by leaving and pullin
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