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Chapter 23
#songs. Adele - make you feel my love
Brent
Every relationship ,friendship, or partnership has a turning point . It can either be the start of something great , or the end of a new beginning. There is a certain shift that takes place in your heart when you realize you have found the "one". Everything you have gone through, heartbreaks, disappointments, and failed relationships lead you to the person or soul that is meant for you. Love is , Love knows, but most importantly love endures and love never fails. What is meant for you will show up at the right time .
I remember my first date with Clara everything was going well up until the point she told me she was keeping a secret and came clean about her past. I went quiet and still after she told me about the domestic abuse she had to witness and became a victim of both at home and at school .It takes a different kind of strong to go through that and still com
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