Sapphire

My family leaves tomorrow. I know they aren’t my family by blood, but as Dylan told me, they raised me and are my family. Family isn’t always blood. Although, now I do have family that is blood. I had always felt weirdly comfortable around Mathius, but I never understood why. I am still trying to process everything we discovered these last three days. I was surprised to hear that Mom was in a polyamorous relationship, but if it worked for them, then it is incredible. I couldn’t have a relationship like that. I will blatantly admit that I don’t share. I am having dinner with Jack and Yasmin tonight. Dylan is going with me, and I am beyond fucking grateful for that. I am not sure I could do this by myself. My brain already feels overloaded with information, and I am unsure I can deal with more revelations. If it weren’t for my presence at her funeral, I half expect someone to tell me that my mother isn’t dead but faked her death to escape psycho-ass Gary. I am starting to t