Chapter 36

**Vivian's POV**

Nik's hands are on my body but the scorching carving of his marks is what I feel in my heart.

Touching him is just like I imagined it to be his body is sculpted, ribbed, and shaped to perfection. His hair is soft as my fingers tangle into the strands, scraping his scalp.

He groans, his lips on mine becoming animalistic as he bites and takes.

I am kissing Nikolay Gilbert and he is my favorite sin.

"Forgive me, Father, I am on" my knees for Daddy.

Nikolay opens the door to his room, kicking it shut once we enter. His scent is all over me, his marks are on me. His want is on me.

His hunger is ruining me. He drops me on his bed and my eyes do a sweep of the room. It is plain.

There are no colors. Just white everywhere with furniture of oak wood framing the bed, the wardrobe, the desk by the window, and a treadmill on one end. I see stacks of books everywhere though.

They almost fill a wall of the room tucked neatly on the shelves and they aren't limited to his universit