Just let it go

ELENA’S POV

I just felt like my life was over and I felt so defeated, I was in a hopeless situation and there was absolutely no one that could save me from Lukas. The fact that I even had his mark now meant that even if they tried to help me they wouldn’t be able to, not even my own mate could save me now. I hated even thinking about my potential mate and the possibility that he was somewhere out there. What if Lukas was my mate and I was just in denial? What if the moon goddess wanted me to be stuck with him in an attempt to teach me a lesson? But what lesson was this? I had never even been with any man before I was with Lukas and it can't be said that he was trying to teach me or punish me for my promiscuity. I was the most innocent girl in my pack and when girls my age were sneaking out and going to parties, I helped my mother at home, so I couldn’t understand why I deserved that. I couldn’t understand why life was so cruel to me and why the moon goddess was allowing this to happen