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Colt 23
JANELLE POV pg 13
Watching the man, you love care for a child should be illegal. My ovaries are literally swelling while watching Colt carry Heath around on his hip like he was born to sit there. Their beautiful new bond has my heart melting........but it should be illegal because I am at my mom's funeral.
I am speaking with her friends and distant relatives, but my focus is on the two boys in my life. It's as if God is shining a light on them. Forcing me to focus on them instead of the grief I should be feeling. However, I do feel much better after last night. Colt only stopped me long enough to eat last night. The rest of the time, I painted. I poured my soul out for nine hours straight. I feel more alive than I have in three months.
"I'm so sorry for your loses, Janelle," my mom's ex-co-worker says as she engulfs me in a hug.
I hug her back after tearing my eyes off of Colt and smile. He knew exactly what I needed. He knew that painti
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