Chapter 20: Lost

I trust him. Yes, I really do. More than anyone. Fuck, I even trust him more than I ever did trust my father, and I hope that he’ll never ruin it. I mean, he’s Chester. He’ll never do such things.

Pero kahit ganoon, hindi ibig sabihin ay hindi na ako nagdududa kay Sir Christopher. Why does he have that information? At bakit ganoon kalalim na walang nagsasalita tungkol doon? What happened that my father never wanted anyone to talk about it? Pakiramdam ko, there was more to what I think I know. There are things deeper than this. And not knowing the truth prevents me from sleeping every night for the past week.

It’s not that I don’t trust Chester, it’s just that… I can’t wait anymore.

And there’s only one person that comes to my mind who can answer everything. But to my surprise, I… I cannot fucking find her anywhere.

“Nanang?” I asked as I continued ringing the doorbell, but there was no fucking response. No one was answering the door, and the vehicles weren’t there. Gustohin ko mang is