I don't want to

"Did you miss mommy?" I carried my son as soon as I arrived in Scottsdale. "Are you a good boy to Grandma?" I kissed him and it was evident that I missed him so much. "Mommy, play," he pointed to his toys and I put him down on the floor. 

I was spending time playing with my son while Grandma Suzzane got so busy preparing our dinner. She let me stay with Louie because she knew how I missed my son on those two days that I'm away. 

I shared with Grandma what happened in Los Angeles. She felt relieved that Hailey survived the accident. I told her that Aira is doing well and enjoys her job. She asked me about the father of my son and I opened up about him. I couldn't lie in front of her and admitted that Brent still has an impact on me. That day we'd seen each other again, I knew in my heart that I'm still affected by his presence. Truth be told, I still love him. Though few years had passed, I knew that my love for him still lingered in my system and I believe it