HUNTER. “I’m leaving tomorrow with the twins.” Daphne says and my insides go hollow. “I’m coming with you.” I say and she shakes her head. “You don’t have to.” I saw that coming but it still hurt.She hands over the house he’s to me and I’m confused. “I thought you didn’t want me to come with you.” I ask and she nods. “I'm also not returning to your house.” She explains. “It used to be our house, it still is and it’s fine if you don’t want me there, I’ll find somewhere else to stay.”“You can stay wherever you like with whoever you like, where we go is no longer your business, you made your choice. You chose Nikolai.” She spits bitterly and turns to leave but I grab her by the arm and pull her close to me. Keeping her in place with arm around her waist. The space between us is so small that we can feel each other's breath. “Why?” I ask her and she struggles to break free but my grip is too strong.“Why are you so intent on driving me crazy?” I ask and she stops struggling. She in
WINTER. I went into our room to sleep after dinner. We no longer sleep in separate bedrooms, we’ve realized how short life can be and how easily one of us could be snatched from the other forever. Even aunt Hyacinth is kit questioning our decision, although she’s not questioning anything else lately either. I lay my head on the pillow determined to find sleep. Though I didn’t see Nikolai at the dinner table or Hunter or Daphne, I practically ate dinner alone on that big table, I wasn’t worried because I knew where he was. I needed to get as much rest as I could if I wanted my cuts to heal fast, that’s what the pack doctor said. I know it’s just a conspiracy between he and Nikolai but I don’t mind because need the rest anyway. The Luna meetings are coming up pretty soon and it’s kind of a big deal. A meeting for prestigious Lunas of different packs. This pack hasn’t attended since the demise of Patrick's wife, Nikolai's mother. But we’re still invited every year and the invitatio
HUNTER“Daphne, you don’t have to leave the house. I’ll pack my things and never come back. Please just don’t go.”/“We’ve gone through this before. I don’t have the strength to go through it again.” She says and starts to breast feed the other twin. They’re both fully clothed in heavy clothes to prevent the cold. She’s never gone anywhere with the note of them before.“I don’t understand why you think this is picking sides even though I’ve picked you over and over again.” She ignores me and continues to do what she’s doing. My words seem to have no effect whatsoever on her any longer. “Fine you don’t have to talk to me but I need you to answer me this once. Did you ever love me to begin with?” she looks up at me. These words do have an effect.“Yes Hunter, I loved you.” She says and my heart sinks. Loved? “I loved you for a very long time. I picked you everywhere I went. I picked you again when I got the chance and the moment I think you’re starting to pick me back, you turn your
AUNT HYACINTH. I can’t stay here for much longer, I can’t let Nikolai see me like this, I can’t let anyone see me like this. I got dressed this morning to start work and I started to bleed without warning. The pain that warms me that my bleeding is about to start, the shark pain in my chest and the stung in my nose is no longer present. I just randomly start bleeding from my nose and the periods have become longer and longer. I fear a time might come when I’ll bleed until I pass out and die and I don’t want Nikolai to have to see that. He’s not even healed from his mother’s death yet, seeing me bleed until I die might just be too traumatic to heal from or maybe I’m being too dramatic and Nikolai will get over my death in a few days. I still don’t want to take my chances though.The reason I didn’t have children’s was because I didn’t want to leave them dejected and lonely and having them bear the burden of my death alone might just be too much for them. I also don’t 2ant to do to t
HUNTER. I sit in front of the gate for a long time. Hoping, wishing, praying that she would just come back but if life was so easy then I guess she wouldn’t have left in the first place. The guards stare at me in confusion as I sit on the floor but none of them talked to me. They either didn’t have the words to say or the guts to say it. I’ve come to notice that men like them respect positions more than they respect people. Their stares are making me uncomfortable, I might as well take my pouty self inside. Instead of watching them watch me like this. And maybe later today, I’ll let Nikolai whoop my ass until I can no longer breathe. It doesn’t feel like I can breathe now but I can because I’m still alive. It’s a bother. Daphne could have just
DAPHNE “Father,” I greet and his smile is twice as wide as I remember. He quickly kisses me on the cheek and takes Charlene from me and kisses her too but we both know he’s more happy to see the kids than he is to see me. “Uncle,” I bow as he paces down the stairs like a king. He sights Amelia and rushes to her. It’s like I don’t even exist to both of them. “Uncle.” I greet again and he shoots me a short glance before returning all his attention to Amelia. They despise Patrick but the twins are hard not to love, it’s like their superpower. They attract all the love and attention around to themselves. I walk past both of them and go upstairs to my room. At least, my former room. I used to live in it when I was a kid like it was my home away from home. I’d coke here to hide anytime I got mad at my father, mostly when he got mad at me. The triplets were a lot to handle. They treated me very differently because I was a girl and when they decided to play with me, they played m
WINTER. I should have seen this coming. Daphne is not a people-person or a person-person. She’s barely even a person. I can’t even look Hinter in the eye because all the pain he’s going through right now is my fault. Maybe not all of it but most of it. If I didn’t force him to take Daphne in they wouldn’t have fallen in love in the first place. I want to apologize but I don’t know if it’s going to make it worse because it seems like he’s starting to get better but I can be too sure about that. He and Nikolai have been joined by the hips since our return from the war and Hunter's new position as Beta is making it even worse. I won’t be surprised if they start to take baths together. The other person I’m worried about is Aunt Hyacinth. She barely leaves her room and I hear she’s requested another leave. Of course, she’s the only one that requests leaves as much as she does. No one else dares to but no one else was there when she was raising Nikolai so I guess that gives her the pow
AUNT HYACINTH I woke up with a terrible headache thanks to my impulsive decision to drown myself in alcohol. I don’t remember a thing so seeing myself naked was the most horrifying experience.My heart was beating faster than eyes were blinking. I was panicked. I hastily threw some clothes on before going go check the door. Its locked from the inside and it gives me a certain sense of relief. “No one could have gotten in if the doors were locked,” I thought but a counter thought popped in, a silver of doubt.“What if I personally locked the door after the person who came in and saw me like this?” What then. The panic came back faster than it left. I swear never to drink alcohol for the rest of my life, no matter how short. I guess some things are hard to forget no matter how much alcohol you drink. I vividly remember that I don’t have much time left to live so why can’t I remember what happened hours ago? Or at least before I lost my clothes? My room has never been this disorderly