Chapter 28

28(eng ver)

He's already asleep, while I'm still awake. I sat on the edge of the bed while holding my face with my hand. It's over; I've already given myself to him. I can't believe what happened. I can't believe that I let myself enjoy everything that happened last night.

I'm trying to find regret and remorse in myself, in my heart and brain, but I want to hurt myself because I can't feel even a little remorse or even regret.

Now that I have done giving myself to him, Papa entered my mind with his angry face when I said that the man he saw kissing me was not my boyfriend.

I am sure that when he finds out that I have given everything to someone who is not my boyfriend, he will be even more angry with me.

I'm also sure that when he finds out, he will blame himself for the mistake, and that's what I don't want most of all, for him to blame himself, because I know he's innocent. This is all because of me.

I bowed again, remembering that I never said I wouldn't go home. That's worrying,