Lilian Chaser*He shook his head. "No. You were right I was selfish. I just thought about Junior and not about your life. In fact, you should hate me after everything I have done. I deserve it. I wasn't ignoring you Lilian, I was just staying away from you so that you don't get hurt or cry because of me again.""Jason.”"I have caused enough pain to you Lilian because of my selfishness.""N-No." I shook my head.He smiled, a sad smile. "Yes. So, if me staying away from you makes you happy and if it doesn't hurt you then be it like that. I won't force you to do anything.I’ve done enough.”With that he left the pool, leaving me there alone in confusion.He is not serious. Right?I told him that I said that because I was angry.Will Jason leave me too?My mom died while giving birth to me, then my dad got locked up unjustly, then Nanny left me and now Jason too?Just the thought of that scared me, I stumbled back and my back hit the wall."No, he can't leave me. Am I that bad that everyo
Lilian Chaser*I was peacefully doing my work when her thought comes flushing in my mind.I sighed and kept the phone back on the table. I really want to see her in that dress. Waiting till the evening is really making me impatient.This girl is killing me, when after so much I finally started avoiding her why did she had to wear something like that in the hot tub. I wanted to take her so badly right then and there. I don't know if she is doing this purposely or not but if she continues this I am sure I will lose control over myself.Taking her out of my thoughts, I focused on my work again. When I was finally done, I looked at the timing to see it was 6 already, so I decided to return home. When I reached home, I saw Junior studying like an obedient child and trying to understand what his tutor was saying. I smiled looking at him and made my way upstairs. When I entered the room I found Lilian applying makeup. I cleared my throat, she froze. I went in, and waited for her to say somet
Lilian Chaser*When we reached home, Jason dragged me straight up to our room. After we were in, he locked the door.He just stared at me. He didn't say anything. I was trying to control my tears the whole car ride. This time I broke down, they started flowing down, I couldn't control my tears anymore. I started hitting his chest."I hate you.""I hate you."He held my hands pulling me close to him he said"Who put this thing in your head that I loveLolita?""Why would anyone have to put this in my head? I know it." I said sobbing."First calm down. How did you know it?""S-She was with you in y-your office today.""Today? When?""When I called you in the morning, she picked up the call.""You called me?" He asked in confusion. I nodded."I was not in my office in the morning." He said making me confused now. Jason thought for sometime "Shit!""What?""I forgot my phone in my office and she was there, maybe that time you have called.""But you still love her."I sighed. "Why are you
Bethy Hillstorm*I immediately gulped down the glass of Dar vodka in my hand as I tried to clear my head and started thinking again. The loud blastful music surrounding me is not helping, I could clearly hear the giggles and scream of joy of everyone here and I wished I could join them, how I wished I can also laugh out loud like them and flirt with any hot man I come in contact with, I mean there's no hard work without a little play.I had thought that by coming here would help me relax and chill a little but maybe I was wrong.I grabbed my short bobby hair in a fist as frustration filled me in, I wanted to scream my lungs out untill it hurts so much.A hundred million dollars!Hundred fucking million dollars!Where the hell would I get a hundred million dollars? It's would take me millennium years to get such huge amount of money.I poured out another glass of vodka, I wanted to drink myself to stupor tonight, the empty glass continue to line up and I began to feel dizzy."Mind if I
Emilio Mendez*I glanced again at her sleeping form beside me and back to the email on my phone screen then back to her again.She was sleeping comfortably with one of her arms under her head, the white blanket which I kept trying to cover her with was thrown off her body, her pillow was tossed to the other side of the bed almost falling off.I grin at how amusing she looks while she sleeps. Cute.Last night was so mesmerizing....I mean if they were other words to describe it other than mesmerizing, because it's was way out of this world.I couldn't believe she was a virgin and I got her first, I had never thought that they would be any virgin lady left in this twenty first century.Somehow I felt a little guilty but at the same time it made me feel proud and pleased with myself.I had one night stand with different women but this was the first time I did with a virgin.If she was so pure what was she doing here in my club?I felt this curiosity about her building up inside of me despi
Bethy Hillstorm*I let tears fall freely from my eyes, and unto my pillow. I can't remember when last I cried this way.I felt devastated and disgusted at myself.After getting to my small apartment, I immediately proceeded to my bed and let the tears I have been holding in flow out.What have I gotten myself into?I felt so dirty and worthless, I just sold my body to a total stranger, a man I met at a bar.God, damn him for taking advantage of my situation.I had never thought that this debt would also cause me my dignity.I don't know who to blame in this situation, my uncle who did everything in his power to bring down the family company or my incompetency?Or my dad who had been hospitalized for some months now and I had to deal with his bills.The worst part of it was that the company had a large debt that I didn't know about.I can't even bring myself to think about other things nor this stinking situation I was left with. I brawl my eyes out mostly on pitying myself, agonizing
Emilio Mendez*Fuck this! I hiss in annoyance as soon as I took my seat in my car and Lucas my body guard and also driver close the door and walk to the driver's seat."To the office" I ordered clenching my teeth.I stared at the rear mirror on my left at the fading apartment and I immediately regretted coming here.I shouldn't have, what was I thinking visiting her like that?I didn't know that coming here would put her in more delicate mood, I debated for long this morning, I don't know why I wanted to see her so badly.It's was a bad idea, I could see how shock and the fear in her eyes when she saw me at her door, I felt a pang in my chest as I saw her red puffy eyes, she must have been crying all night. what have I done?Was she really regretting her decision to be part of our deal? I forced her, but God I had no choice or excuse to help her.Damn it! I've never felt this guilty like this in my life, especially in regards to a woman.In lieu time, we arrived at the front door of
Bethy Hillstorm*My eyes fluttered wide open and I found myself in an unfamiliar room again, the softness and warmth the bed gave, made me want to close my eyes and fall asleep again.I sighed as it dawn on me that I just slept with him for the second time.Last night images flash across my mind, the fact that I let him use me for his lustful desires, irritation wash over me and I quivered. When will this end? will this really be my role untill am stable enough, untill when will I continue to do this? Agreeing to this had reduce my self respect, I felt really low.I had regret but I couldn't change anything, I don't think I had other choice.What choice do I have? Leave my father to the cruel hands of the ailment? Or the company that came crumbling down, or the loan shark organization who wouldn't hesitate to end my life if I don't meet up before the deadline.That moment he brought the deal up, I fell for it because I was desperate.All I saw that time was my leverage to get rid of