An overwhelming feeling that something had changed was nagging at Beau’s conscious before he even opened his eyes. It was an unsettling feeling, the sort he’d had only a few times in his life, like when his nana had passed away. The next morning it had taken him a few moments to remember, yet the dread had been there, waiting for his mind to catch up. As he rolled over to check the time, he remembered that Mia should be in his bed. But she wasn’t.Wiping his hand down his face and running his fingers through his hair, Beau let out a sigh. He’d told her he loved her. Like a buffoon, he’d let it slip from between his lips. Not that it wasn’t true, but it was too early. She clearly didn’t feel that way about him. Despite how much they enjoyed each other’s company, both in and out of the bedroom, she wasn’t ready to be in a relationship with him. She’d made that abundantly clear more than once. Now, he’d gone and ruined everything, and by the looks of it, he wouldn’t be getting another ch
Mia sat behind her desk, staring blankly at her computer, thinking of Beau and his confession of love from the night before, going over her conversation with William. Speaking to one of Sam’s former secretaries sounded like a good idea on paper, but was she ready for that? What if she said horrible things about her boss? Mia wasn’t prepared to hear them because then she might be compelled to let him go—and she wanted more, even if it was so very wrong.According to the calendar, Sam would not be in for lunch, so she needn’t worry about ordering anything or rushing to make sure she got it to him on time. She’d been tempted to be late recently, wanting him to punish her. He had a way of making pain feel unbelievably pleasurable. The compulsion to be the perfect secretary kept her from going through with it. Eventually, she’d likely make a mistake again, and then she’d be reminded of what happened when one crossed Sam Whitaker.She literally had nothing to do except to wait for Sam to ca
The restaurant Emily suggested wasn’t nearly as fancy as the one they’d gone to when Mia had first started working at Whitaker and Whitaker, but it was still nice. It was only a few blocks away from the office, so they’d walked, which was pleasant. The air wasn’t as fresh as Mia was used to back home, but it still helped to clear her head a little.Seated across from Emily at a table near the window, she could see lots of business people hustling by, trying to get back to their offices before their lunch breaks were over. Mia didn’t have to worry about that. Her boss wasn’t in, and she had nothing to do. She doubted Emily would have to hurry either. She couldn’t imagine Beau getting angry at her for being late. An image of Beau punishing Emily the way that Sam punished Mia came to mind, and she had to press it aside before she became angry or jealous of Emily for no reason.“So, how are you liking your job?” Emily asked, her tone conveying innocence. She took a sip of the water with l
Standing in front of Mia’s apartment door, Beau’s stomach was in knots. He felt like a high schooler, picking up a pretty girl for their first date, not like a thirty-three-year-old billionaire waiting for a woman he’d been dating for weeks to come to the door. His palms were sweaty, and he was pretty sure any sort of pungent odor would send whatever was left in his stomach from a late lunch spewing all over the dismal carpet in the hallway.When she came to the door, looking as gorgeous as ever in an emerald green dress, her hair up and the necklace he’d given her draped around her elegant neck, his breath caught in his throat. “Hi.” Mia arched an eyebrow at him waiting for him to respond to her greeting.Beau took a deep breath. “Hi. You look… amazing.”“Thanks.” Her eyes dropped to the bouquet of antique roses in various shades of pinks, reds, and whites, in his hand and then flittered back up to his eyes. “Are those for me?”“Oh, yeah. Of course.” He thrust them at her a little to
The restaurant was lovely, and Mia’s stomach was growling, letting her know she’d probably be able to put away an entire steak, no matter how large the cut she received. But she was also nervous. Beau was acting strange, and it left her unsettled. Was he contemplating telling her he didn’t want to see her anymore, until she quit her job?They spoke about nothing in particular while looking at the menus. Even after they’d ordered, and their food had arrived, the conversation was nothing like it usually was. Normally, they could find a plethora of topics to talk about, but today… nothing seemed to be of interest to either of them. It wasn’t until they were both done eating and the table was cleared that Beau reached for her hand, and she gave it to him.His palms seemed slightly sweaty as he fumbled for words—not at all like the Beau she was used to spending time with. “Listen, Mia, I want to talk to you about what I said last night, and what that might mean for both of us.”She opened
Keeping her hands off of Beau on the way home was difficult, but Mia managed to stay content just holding his hand until they pulled up in front of his mansion. He left the car sitting outside in the circle drive and rushed around to open the door for her. It seemed as if he was doing his best to stay calm, but he was clearly in just as much a hurry as she was.Beau led her upstairs, but not to his bedroom. Instead, he took her further down the hall and paused outside of another bedroom door. Mia raised an eyebrow as he placed his hand on the doorknob and turned to look at her.“I didn’t try to create a space like his. But I thought it might be best if this place was separate from my bedroom.”Mia nodded in understanding, noting he didn’t seem capable of saying Sam’s name at the moment. Keeping this place of exploration separate from where they made love, where he held her in his arms, where he’d first said he loved her, made sense to her. Slowly, Beau opened the door.The room was il
Beau felt himself growing hard as he watched Mia standing there in her lacy bra and silk panties, her bottom lip quivering slightly with anticipation. He could understand a little better now why his brother enjoyed this sort of thing so much. Even though he liked looking into Mia’s eyes when he made love to her, seeing her there with the blindfold on created an air of mystery and suspense about the entire situation.She was just standing there, and he realized it was because he hadn’t told her what else to do. It was an adjustment, having to be so short and gruff, but when he barked at her, “Take off your bra,” he saw a tingle of pleasure wiggle its way through her body.Mia reached back and unhooked her bra, slowly sliding it down her arms, revealing her perfect breasts. She tossed the item aside, her breathing staggered. He watched as her perfectly peaked nipples shifted with each shallow breath.He’d watched enough videos to know there was no such thing as a gentle touch in this so
Mia lay on her back, staring up at the ceiling above Beau’s bed in the master bedroom, where they’d both gone to collapse after the session in the new room. Even a couple of hours after they’d finished, her body was still tingly, and from time to time, a head to toe shudder went down her spine as her muscles spasmed from sheer pleasure.She hadn’t thought Beau could do that to her, not the same way that his brother could. He was asleep, and once again, she found herself slightly jealous at how quickly he could turn his mind off and give into exhaustion. She glanced to her left to see a satisfied smile illuminated by a thin strip of moonlight as he dozed, likely thinking of how good it had felt when he’d taken her from behind.Mia shifted, pulling the blankets up over her shoulder. This had given her a lot more to think about than she ever would’ve realized. It hadn’t been exactly the same as when Sam took her, but it was thrilling and had sent her over the edge time and again.The big