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I want you.

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Lisa huddled her feet on the couch she’s sitting on, bracing her arms over her knees. Her mind was a jumble of thought of what her life suddenly turned into.

She had lost the two men she had always wanted and now her job was already in the picture. What life would she live now she’s out of Brazzers? And who would want to employ her knowing she was a pornstar?

Lisa gripped the mug of hot tea hard it almost broke. It'll take only months of living in this costly city for her money to finish.

She took a sip at the tea and then dropped the mug. Her life is now a mess but she felt little guilty for what she did to Kate.

No, pushing her off the stairs was a spur of the moment act she never intended it. It was her irrational jealousy that willed her legs to move after Kate.

However, in that chasm of guilt felt is an equal part victory knowing Kate would never forget her even if she’s no longer in Brazzers.

If the wound leaves a scar, it'll only remind Kate n