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Chapter 123 (The first day of married life)
Ivanna
Was that actually a wedding? It felt like nothing to me. The wedding was always so special to me. Every time I attended someone's wedding, I used to be in clouds. I used to hear all the important vows and observe the bride and the groom lovingly. The way they looked at each other, it used to be so pure, so magical. I couldn't wait for the day when I would be the bride.
I never imagined that I would be so lifeless at my own wedding. These vows mean nothing to me. For the whole world, I'm the wife of a superstar now. But only I know that now I'm the wife of a rapist.
I don't shove his hand from mine and keep my gaze outside. I feel his hands roaming around my body inappropriately, still, I behave like I don't care what he is doing. His touch still bothers me like before. Every single touch of him is disgusting and filthy. Unfortunately, now has the whole right to touch me legally and I have no right to stop him.
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The car stops at the villa. M
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