ALEXA’S POINT OF VIEWBreathless? Overwhelmed? Dazed? I wasn’t quite sure what I was at the moment, all I knew was that I found myself completely and absolutely unable to think or utter a coherent word. I felt like I would explode, felt like my heart would go flying out of my mouth if I tried to scream any more than I already had.“Open your eyes”. Calan said to me just as he hit a part in me so very deep and blissful.I forced my eyes open and I stared up at him resignedly. His lips curved in a dark smirk and he leaned down to capture my lips in a deep kiss which I barely responded to, how could I respond when the pleasure sought to drive me to insanity?My eyes were all teary and my skin was clammy from having spent….an hour? I wasn’t even sure how long we had spent but all I knew was that I didn’t want it to come to an end.“My God….”. I moaned breathlessly.I once again found myself trying to free my hands from the restraints I found them in; I had somehow mentioned being tied and
Alexa’s POVIt had started out as a beautiful day; I had pulled myself together, showered and had breakfast with Calan. We had talked about random stuff and he had decided that the weather was lovely, perfect for a drive around town and I had been more than happy to go for a drive.We had stopped by quite a number of places; the mall, a café, even a bookshop. And for the first time in a very long time I had felt free, I had felt light and alive. I had suddenly felt young and vibrant and I couldn’t seem to wipe off my smile; he had taken my hand as we walked around the mall and he had insisted that I take quite a number of things I didn’t need. And at the bookstore, I had been trying to reach for a book at the top column of the shelf and he had simply reached out from behind me and lowered the book for me. It had been like a scene from the movies, a rather cliché scene from the movies but I didn’t mind. I had felt like melting against him and of course I had begun blushing intensely.
We had even gotten flowers; a beautiful bouquet of variety of flowers which smelled heavenly a bouquet elegant white roses and also that of vibrant red roses. I loved them all. And at the bookstore, I had been trying to reach for a book at the top column of the shelf and he had simply reached out from behind me and lowered the book for me. It had been like a scene from the movies, a rather cliché scene from the movies but I didn’t mind. I had felt like melting against him and of course I had begun blushing intensely. And after all that, he had said there was one more place we needed to go. And as we pulled up in front of the large wrought iron gate of the cemetery, I knew what exactly it was we were doing here, and the thought alone had tears welling up in my eyes rapidly.“We should have come here sooner”. He said as he helped me out of the car. It was evening now and the breeze was getting chilly but he draped his arm around me and held me close to himself so I didn’t get cold.
THIRD PERSON’S POV There had been a lot of tenderness between Calan and Alexa back at the cemetery, and now that they were back home, neither knew what to make of the somewhat awkward situation they found themselves in. Alexa had been sure he had been so kind and endearing to her because he had wanted to stop her from crying and all, but then, she couldn’t help but wonder if there was more to it. But what if it had simply been as a result of the moment of weakness? There was that, and there was also the fact that she was overthinking things like always. And then there was Calan who found he was also conflicted on making sense of what had happened earlier. He had wanted to comfort her; obviously, she been in so much discomfort, she had been hurting so much, and it had bothered him to the point that he had wanted to do all he could to just make the pain go away, he had wanted to tell her everything she needed to hear to make her feel better; he had wanted to be everything she needed
THIRD PERSON’S POV“Well there’s still time to think about where you’d like to go”. He said. “Continuous assessments are starting soon, aren’t they?”. She nodded.“Great, and soon enough there’ll be the end of semester exams”. He said. “And then the break. I’m sure you would have decided by then”. She let out a breath before nodding once more. She felt a bit better now; there was no rush, no pressure, it was all good. She let out a breath she didn’t know she had been holding.“Come on, have your dinner and get some rest”. He said to her.She nodded simply.“You’ll eat too, right?”. She asked him.He let out a resigned breath before picking up his fork.“I will”. He said. “You worry too much”. She was aware of that, yet she found she couldn’t do anything about it. ~~ The weekend had come and gone, and Alexa once again found herself stepping out of the car and into the parking space of Greyman’s College. It had rained a lot the previous night and the grounds were still wet, it w
Third Person’s POV Alexa sat quietly in the security office while waiting for Calan to arrive, Layla had also been called as well, and it was said that Micheal would be here soon. It was turning out to be more of a personal affair really; Rayne and Sasha sensed it so they left after assuring her that everything would be alright.She stared blankly at her feet as she thought back at all Leela had said. Her throat constricted all over again and tears blurred her vision. She knew that Leela had just been trying to spite her, but the fact that she had so blatantly implied that she was sleeping with Micheal affected her in an entirely different way.Who else thought she was sleeping with Micheal? Who else had Leela told? Did everyone think the same? How would Calan react if he heard that? How would Micheal react? She blinked and the tears that had blurred her vision went sliding down her cheeks. She had been crying for close to fifteen minutes now; her eyes were all red and puffy, sore
ALEXA’S POV And it was only when three of us were left in the office did Calan finally settle down beside me on the bench. He draped his arm over my shoulders and I leaned against him as more tears left my eyes. This had to be the most humiliating thing that had happened in my life; I could almost imagine his reaction when he received a call saying his attention was needed immediately because his wife had gotten into a fight with his ex’s younger sister.“It’s alright, don’t cry”. He said to her. “Do we need to go to the hospital?”. She shook her head. She just wanted to crawl under a rock and hide there till everyone forgot her name, till everyone forgot she ever existed.“Are you sure?”. He asked me.“I…I just want to go home”. I cried quietly. I was suddenly so exhausted, it was time to go home, curl myself in a corner and shut down.“Alright then”.Micheal cleared his throat quietly and we both looked up at him. He seemed just as exhausted as I was, just as drained.“I’m sorry
Alexa's POV I fell asleep not long after Calan left my room. I know i wasnt exactly feeling better about what had happened earlier but i felt a little uplifted; i felt lighter knowing he didnt see me as a burden, i felt better knowing he actually wanted me in his future. I dont know for how long I slept for, but when i woke up i felt like i had been trampled upon by a mob of angry protesters. I had pulled myself together and gone to the bathroom to shower, and when i was finally done i headed downstairs to find Calan. I found him in his study on the phone, and because i didng want to interrupt him i stood by the door and waited. "I dont care". He was saying, his voice was low....upset. "It's not about paying a fine, Layla can take care of that, i want her sanity tested". She knew he was talking about Leela, and truly, she was tired of the whole Leela thing. "Just find a way of getting it done....". She let out a breath before stepping into the study fully to get his attention,