I take a sip of my soda that has been marinating on the table for the last ten minutes, its ice has long dissolved into the drink making it more watery than I need it to be. I check the time on my watch, he'll be here soon. It's not too late to cancel and bolt, I've been running my whole life anyway. I shove down the thoughts of doubt to the back of my head. That's what got me into this situation anyway, running. Plus where would I go where he wouldn't find me?
Feeling my nerves almost get the better of me, I order something much stronger. Whiskey always does the job. A few minutes later I'm chugging down my whiskey, I gulp down half of its contents leaving my throat stinging and a bitter aftertaste. My eyes water and my nostrils feels as though there's a bonfire being hosted in them. I however, feel myself relax a little, I lean back into my chair, my nose is immediately assaulted by a familiar coconut and vanilla scent. My eyes meet his the minute I look besides me, I nearly knock over my glass. When did he get here and why didn't I notice ? He's seated so close to me. My heart's doing jumping jack's in my chest.I try to hide my surprise but he picks it up instantly, amusement dancing in his eyes. His hair is slicked back and he looks less formal in a black t-shirt that clicks to his very evident muscular body and some black sweatpants. He looks good in even the most simplest clothes. His left wrist is decorated by a very expensive watch and his right hand has different rings wrapped around almost every finger except his pinky. I supress the urge to reach out and play with them. My gaze wanders down to his waist, a gun peaks through his shirt, tucked neatly in the waistband of his pants."Are you going to keep staring at my dick or we gonna start this meeting?"Feeling slightly flustered I stop looking at his di- I mean waistband and meet his gaze. He leans forward, I feel my body temperature shoot up by a few degrees. He retrieves my half filled glass of whiskey and chugs it at one go leaving the glass empty. He runs a thumb over his lips wiping off the lingering whiskey droplets.Fuck that was hot.I clear my throat and adjust myself in my seat, feeling the intensity of his gaze watching my every move. I need to wrap this up and get far away from this man as soon as possible."Fine, let's say maybe you're right about all this.""Maybe?" He cocks a brow challenging my words."Yeah maybe, how do we go about this ? How can I trust you?""You don't trust me, I'm sure you know Lana not to trust men like me."My name sounds like a sweet melody when it comes from his mouth. He says it like he's licking off chocolate from the roof of his mouth. It's always men like him that are the most seductive. They draw you in then suck the life out of you."Very true Roman." I put much emphasis on his name. His eyes burn with amusement at the mention of his name. I did some digging on Roman Valkov. Digging out from the depths of the internet and into the graveyard. The kind of digging that would get results g****e couldn't ever give you.I straighten my dress. "I don't trust you, not one bit. I don't think I'll ever trust you and if I had any other option I wouldn't be seated besides you having this talk however," I signal the waiter for a refill. She arrives with another glass of whiskey. I draw a slow sip relishing the irritation Roman feels."Well then, get to the point I'm a very busy man."I offer him my glass he runs a rough palm over his jaw. "What ? I thought since you gulped down my other drink you'd like to do the same." Annoyance flickers in his eyes for a split second before he cools his demeanor."Miss Morelli if you're going to ramble nonsense then I should take my leave after all I'm not the one who's desperate."I don't even pay attention to the petty jab he threw at me instead I'm still shaken from when he mentioned my surname. Morelli I haven't used that name in a long time."You look a little pale Lana should I get you water."This time it's my turn to get annoyed. I force myself to shake off the shock and carry on with the conversation. "I beg to differ Roman, you need me too otherwise you wouldn't be seated here stealing whiskey from my glass now would you? " I sink my lips into my glass and take another sip.Here's where I make the proposition. He watches me intently. A pregnant silence settles. A dark looks casts over his face. This makes me feel aneasy and excited. Why am I excited?He leans back into his seat and runs a hand through his hair. "What am I going to do with you?" I have a feeling that question was for himself.After a few seconds he leans forward again, he starts to twirl the ring on his index finger. Contemplating what to say next.I lazily glance at my watch. I have an appointment in thirty minutes. "Okey lets make this simple and quick." I say."You help me I help you, is that simple and quick enough for you Lana?""There's so much to discuss, so much I don't know-"He cuts me off. " We can discuss the rest as the days progress, yes or no Lana?"He takes a stand taking along with him my whiskey. He waits eagerly for my reply. I start to feel doubts creep in."Fine Roman its a deal."I take a stand it's when I notice the difference in height between the two of us. He's so fucking tall. He waters down the whiskey and places the glass back on the table. He extends his hand and I grab ahold of it. Sparks make their way all over my body the second our hands touched. He shakes my hand and starts to walk away.He stops when he's at the entrance and says "Whiskey tastes so much better from your glass Lana."With that he's gone.It's been two weeks since I last saw Roman. It's not that I want to see him,then again maybe I do. It just makes me anxious, you know. Just a month ago I was nearly killed and just two weeks ago I made a deal with the devil who wouldn't be anxious. Time is ticking. I need to deal with my past quickly before it deals with me. But of course he's taking his sweet time, it's not like he has a deadline to meet. I've been pulling out my hair and eating my toenails stressed shitless. If they won't kill me then my stress will. That's why I've been standing outside one of his many office buildings for the last thirty minutes. It took me two days to narrow down which of the many buildings in the country he'd make an appearance. It took me an hour of calling annoying receptionists in a pathetic effort to book an appointment. I don't know how many times I've heard "He's unavailable" or "He's a busy man". I'm one breakdown away from bombing all the gaddamn offices.Maybe I should turn up at his u
I brushed off yesterday's pathetic attempt on crashing Roman's meeting. Next time I'll break into his house.I walk into my office inhaling the wonderful raspberry aroma filling the area. It always soothes me, I make my way past my staff, nodding and accepting greetings. Working will get my mind off things. My assistant Annie eventually catches me and we walk in sync. "Morning Miss Michaels." I almost burst out laughing. Micheals is the fake surname I adopted years ago, the one that gave me a fresh start. I'm beginning to think it has no value anymore I mean otherwise I wouldn't have been discovered right?Annie takes my coat and hands me coffee. "Should I bring the same flavoured donuts for your guests as well or maybe I should confirm with them?"I stop in my tracks and glance at my watch. It's six thirty I'm not supposed to have any clients until ten. "Why didn't you mention that before Annie?"She looks away flustered. "Well they told me you were expecting them so assumed you al
I can only hear gunshots and the heavy thumps of corpses hitting the ground around me. Both my brain and my stomach are throbbing with excruciating pain. I'm curled up like a foetus, anxiously trying to protect my body from the flurry of bullets flying by. The bullets seem to go forever before stopping. I pull my head free of my arms and sneak a peek. My nose is assaulted by a familiar intoxicating scent, I don't need to look up to know who's standing in front of me. I sit up ignoring the protest of my body oozing with pain. Roman eyes me intently, his gaze sweeping over my body. He extends a hand, I immediately grab on to it and he hoists me up gently. He struts over to his car. Roman's made men gather my pursuers' bodies and toss them in cars. They'll all dead. A honk startles me out of my thoughts. Roman catches my attention."Aren't you going to get in the car?"I make my way to the car and step in immediately feeling the warmth of the heater. I sink into his plush leather seats
We're at Roman's penthouse, my temporary home for the next few months. On our way up I was addressed as Mrs Valkov at least fifty times, it still tastes foreign on my tongue. I don't think I'll ever get used to it. I've spent the last ten years using a fake surname. Now I have another, crazy. Does that mean I have to change my documents now? I'm overthinking this. I snap out of thoughts and focus on my surroundings. It's a very gorgeous penthouse with the best view. We passed by so many floors on our way up, Roman says his men occupy some of the floors and the other floors are for recreational purposes. I make a mental note to explore the rest of the floors later. I'm introduced to his staff, Elena who handles housekeeping and Chef Ranov who does the cooking."So what do you people do for fun? Target practice on dead bodies maybe?""Would you like to be the subject of today's practice?"I purse my lips. "So how do we handle commuting? I'm sure your work has an awkward schedule anywa
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous about the engagement lunch. I've been rummaging through my closet for an appropriate outfit. I mean what do you wear to your engagement party with a Don? I suddenly feel homesick, if things had been different I'd be surrounded by my cousins and annoying aunts in Italy. They'd be helping me get dressed up whilst gossiping about their neighbours. Unfortunately things weren't different, I'd always been destined to be alienated, secluded, all alone. I wish Val was alive, at least we'd have been together, secluded together.The life I lived was a lonely one. It's not like I even had a choice. Ofcourse I had friends but they only knew Lana Michaels, the goofy,crazy Lana Micheals with a perfect life. They didn't know Lana Morelli, the one who had killed and stolen for survival, the black sheep of her family who was harbouring intense bitterness and anger toward them. Lana Morelli who hated that her life was pathetic, the daughter of a monster. Lana Mor
These people are vultures. I know their type, I've dealt with their type. The type of people that tear you down from flesh to bone. People with critical eyes and big noses from which they look down on people. Stuck up rich people. I have the strong urge to shoot everyone in the room. As his doting wife to be I have my arm snaked around his showing our engagement rings for the camera. I have the fakest smile on my face. Roman leans towards me. I feel his hot breath fanning against my neck. "Ne khodi v les yesli boish'sya volkov." He whispers into my ear. What does that mean? Why is he speaking Russian to me when I don't even understand it? It sounds good though, him speaking Russian sounds really good. Curiosity fills me, I want to hear more of Roman speaking Russian. I tilt my head slightly so I'm facing his neck. Aware of the cameras and the crowd watching, I place a kiss near his earlobe. I feel his throat rumble, more like a growl sound. Maybe I'm just imagining it. "What does
The dinner is being hosted by a family restaurant. The second I step out of the car my nose is welcomed by a pleasant mix of aromas dancing in the air. The place is decorated with gorgeous lights and flowers which uplift my mood. The sight of the place alone calms me. As the saying goes, looks can be deceiving. Who would guess that such a cosy family restaurant would host the most dangerous of criminals that roam the streets? Monsters of every kind are hiding behind those closed doors. You wouldn't want to eat with mafia men even if you were on your deathbed, they are the most hazardous kind of people. In the past I used to dine with plenty of them, my papa advertising me like a shiny new toy at the dinner table and those men undressing me with their filthy eyes. Some inappropriately tugged at my dresses under the table. Yep, dining like this definitely brought back bad memories. I doubt any of them would try anything with Roman around, then again you can never be too sure that's wh
The instant we walk out from the elevator part two of our argument commences. "You're such an asshole you know that, you set me up." I point at his chest "You let me be crucified out there whilst you sat and watched. You're pathetic.""It's nothing personal."My blood is boiling. "Nothing personal! I'm your wife, you're supposed to stand up for me! Now they won't respect me." I fold my arms. I'm seething with anger. I'm trying to restrain myself from stabbing this man. He's so fucking selfish. "Those men are probably snickering behind your back, bad mouthing your wife. Don't you care about your reputation !""My reputation is mine. Your reputation is yours. How much they respect you will not hinder my power or authority. If you want respect, demand it. Fight for that respect. Nothing in this world is ever handed to you on a silver platter."His words hit like blows to the stomach. I have an arrogant man as a husband that barely has my back. How will I ever survive? He steps away f