Why does he want to talk to me? What does he want this time? I didn’t know long I have been staring at my phone, repeatedly reading his messages from me. I just heard Lester shout which made me lose hold of my phone. Glady, it fell on the mattress and not on the floor.“Your burger and fries are here!” Lester shouted outside the room. I quickly turn my phone off to avoid thinking about him too much. I don’t want to talk to him. I don’t want to think of him again. He told me I am a liar but it also does reflect on him. The words he says to me do reflect on him as well. A liar and a fucking whore. How could he have looked so in love with that fucking bitch in just a couple of hours? Or that was all an act to tell me that he is not interested in me at all. Did he completely lose his feelings in just one night? What a jerk.“Just put it on the table!” I shouted back.I went to my bathroom to prepare myself a bath. I almost forgot I haven’t taken a bath yet. I just thought I would be all
"Bring me with you. I will talk to him," I told Lester. I can't stay here thinking about him when I could go and talk to him. It will just mess up my mind if I will stay here any longer. I need to talk to him.Maybe I suddenly become easy to get when it is him we are talking about but I just want to clarify some things to him. Maybe it did hurt me when he called me names but must know why I did those. I just did those because I was told to.I don't even know if Cindy told him the whole truth or if it was just one-sided at all. I can never blame why Cindy did it, why she turned things upside down because she just fall in love. That's why I need to clear things up with him. "You can't... You need to stay here for a month to clear your mind first," Lester answered.I looked at the surroundings. I will have to stay here for a whole damn month? "No, I can't and I won't. Let me come with you or else, I will end my life here," I told him. I won't do that, of course. I just said it to scare
“Do you want to go and have a rest?” Lester’s mother asked me. She is looking at me with her pleasing smile but...Great… she just made me the center of attention. Peter and Lester are busy talking about something and I don’t want to interfere with them. I am pretending that I am not here. That they can't see me even if I can feel Peter's constant glances at me. I am not planning to get their attention in any case.I force myself to nod at her. I am not really tired but I want to get out from here. Jane was busy attending with her new pet. I didn’t know she had a dog now. She says it has the same breed as Lester’s dog. I can clearly see the similarity and I don’t know why she said it like trying to make me jealous of her.I won't be jealous of her if that's what she is thinking. I am genuinely happy for her. She deserves it. She deserves what she has right now. She deserves everything including a love and care that she had once lost.“Come, follow me… I will show you to your temporary
“Peter!” I forcefully push him. What is he doing here? I looked at him and saw how serious his face is when he looked at me. “W-what?” A chill went through me. His stares are burning. I push him once more because my knees are shaking with the sight of him. His face is too close, I can feel his breath on my face.His breathing becomes heavy as he stares at me. Glaring at me. He made sure I couldn't let go from his arms. He tightened his hold around my waist when I tried to loosen from his arms. What is this? Why are you doing this to me, Peter?“We just ended up things up just a week ago and instantly, you are with that asshole?” he angrily asked. His eyes are burning. I tried to avoid his gaze but he hold my face to make me look at him.But what he said makes my blood boils. What did he just say? Is he talking to me or is he talking to himself? Can he heart what he just said? Why is he accusing things when it was his moves in the first place?May I remind him that he was the one who
Lester's laughter echoed in the room. He winched in pain when his mouth stretches making his small cut widened. He looks in pain. The smile didn't disappear his face when he slowly stood up. I immediately went to his side and helped him. Peter is being unreasonable! What the fuck did he just do? He should know that Lester likes to tease him. He should know that Lester and I won't happen. He should know that I cheated on Matt only because of him and not anybody else."See? How can you say that all of your actions meant nothing? How?" Peter asked. I can hear the hurt in his voice. He clears the lump in his throat and smiles in pain.I looked at Lester and saw him still smiling but will winch in pain because of his cut. I push Lester down to sit on my bed so he can rest a little bit while I will deal with this fucking asshole. "Stop teasing him," I whispered to Lester. I glared when he didn't respond. I don't want him to have wound again. What if his mother will be mad at Peter for cau
“That’s not easy," I told him. He won't have an easy way out when Cindy's name is involved. Cindy gets what she wants and it always will be. No matter what the consequences are. She would still have it. No one can stop her. No one...“Let me handle about this matter, Tara,” he pleaded. A new emotion developed into me as I looked at him in the eyes. He looks so determine about it but there is a doubt. That was the last conversation we had before he left. It has been three days and yet I can’t leave the house. I am feeling sick these past few days. I don’t have an appetite for anything. I am forced to eat because my body feels too weak.“Aren’t you doing anything today?” I asked Jane when she chose to stay in my room. Lester’s mom and Jane always left the house for school and to let Jane explore. I didn’t come with them because dizziness always eats me up when I try to go out of my room. My mind is always in a twirl everytime I stay out of the room. My body wants to stay all day and n
“Thank you,” I said giving him a smile. I couldn't help but give him a smile to tease him. He's been like this. He won't stop being grumpy at me but he can't help himself but take care of me. He didn’t smile at me and just keep looking at my tummy. It has been two weeks since he knows about me being pregnant. He will always come home with something in his hand for me and for the baby. His family knows about it as well but I told them to just keep it to themselves. I don’t want to announce my pregnancy yet. I don’t want to risk the baby and expose to something that was about to happen. Peter didn’t come back here since then and I guess I would be thankful for him because of that. I can feel at ease knowing that Peter won't know it, he won't know my pregnancy for now. Our last conversation was when he and Lester had a fight but was constantly asking things about me through Jane which my sister as well always report to me. Jane won't skip a day without telling me that Peter asked abou
Cindy’s Point of ViewI looked at the dancing snowflakes from the winter snow. They are creating a beauty despite the coldness they bring during the season. I can’t help but smile and admire its beauty. What I love the most in every season is the winter. I am born in the winter season and winter is my comfort when I felt so alone. Winter gives me hope everytime.“Ma’am, your coffee is ready.”A delicate sound interrupts my moment. I looked at her and saw the immediate fear in her eyes. What did I do? I smile at myself. Why do people fear me? Why would they fear me when I am just being myself? I know sometimes I am hard to deal with but they shouldn’t be looking so fearful like right now though.I nodded at her and let that fear of her that she felt for me pass. I am in the good mood these past few days and I want no one to break this happiness I am feeling. “Clean my room after I go out and make sure you are done cleaning when I am done drinking my coffee, got it?” I gently said. The