Davina’s hand flew over her heart as she read the page in her journal that told of her love affair with T. J. Oh, how she wished she’d retained the memories of such a touching moment as what she’d written. Her words were descriptive enough, but they still didn’t bring the full impact of the love she shared with him to the surface for her heart to savor.
December 2
It’s been months since I met T.J. (I told him I keep a journal and record him as T.J. because of my spawn sister and he thinks it’s cute. ‘smile’) and returned him to his camp in the woods. Since then, we’ve met up in the city and done such fun things like go to the zoo, walk along the river while watching the sunset, wonderful candlelight dinners, a few movies. It’s been beyond fantastic. I haven’t invited him home for obvious reasons, so we’ve had to steal our kisses wherever and whenever opportunity struck.
Last night he invited me back to his place. He’s been staying in a hotel because he’s not from here. I found it funny that in all the time we’ve spent together, I’ve never asked him where he is from. In fact, I only know what he offers, and that isn’t much. We mainly either talk about me or world events. Is that strange? I couldn’t say, since I’ve never dated a handsome man who was also worldly to such an extent.
His hotel is impressive. It would have been garish of me to mention it, but
he must have money to be able to live for so long in a hotel of such stature. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t seem impressed or intimidated by my inheritance? That makes him even more appealing to me, if that was possible.
We had dinner in his room. He ordered a beautiful, yet simple meal of steak, baked potato, and salad. I have to say that, even though he lives in a pretentious hotel, there is nothing pretentious about this beautiful man.
The night with him was lovely and relaxed. We played a game of scrabble while sprawled across his bed. I admit that I had a difficult time concentrating when I was lying so close to him on the bed that he slept in. It smelled like him. My body was tied up in knots for want of touching him through most of the game. Needless to say, he won. He laughingly accused me of letting him win. How could I admit that I’d done so poorly because I wanted to roll across that scrabble board and wrestle with his lean, sexy body instead of strategically placing blocks with letters to make up words?
He must have read my mind, because not long after the game ended, we were rolling around in each other’s arms while the scrabble board and its pieces flew every which way. We laughed as we picked a few letter pieces that had embedded into our flesh from each other’s body. Funny, I wouldn’t have noticed if he hadn’t said something.
We made love for the first time. It was both scary and beautiful. He knew I was a virgin and asked me so many times if I was sure it was what I wanted to do that I was tempted to strangle him! When he finally stopped worrying and started kissing me, I swear that I visited heaven.
I was a bit nervous about baring my body to him, but he was so sweet and gentle about disrobing me in between kisses that I quickly got comfortable. As things progressed,
my body relaxed, and I just let things happen.
T.J. was so sweet. I hadn’t a clue what
to do for him, but he didn’t care. He just kissed
me and caressed me in all the right places without asking a thing of me in return except that I relax and enjoy. And, boy did I!
He touched me in places that I never thought to touch. And, not just with his hands. Oh my. The things he did with his mouth had to be criminal. I could have laid there all night and just savored the titling sensations that he was arousing in me. I felt the effects of his mouth consuming my nipples all the way down to my toes. I wanted him to never stop.
I’d heard girls conversing about oral sex and had watched a few porno movies in my time, but nothing prepared me for what happened when his tongue slid between my thighs with what I’m sure was an expertise that couldn’t be matched. For a moment, I was consumed with jealousy over the fact that he’d learned and perfected this special art of bringing me to unbelievable heights with another woman… or women. Then, as my body became enveloped in this hot flame of desire, I forgot all about the fact that I wasn’t his first and let myself soar to places beyond earthly reason.
I was so lost in my pleasure that I
barely noticed he’d entered me. It wasn’t until I felt a sharp pain when he thrust hard that the reality of what we were doing struck home. I was having sex! He stopped for a brief moment when I gasped from the pain, but then he slowly moved again. It was uncomfortable at
first, but before long, it felt just as good as everything else he did for me. I didn’t think anything could top the beauty of the moment until, while lying next to me after we’d finished, he kissed me behind the ear and whispered, “I love you.” It was the first he’d said it. Such a special moment!
We made love a few more times before we drifted off to sleep in each other’s arms. He was gone when I woke up, but he’d left me a note of apology. I’m stapling it in between these pages as a keepsake. Call me silly, but I don’t care. He’s my first love. The man I saved my virginity for. I want to save everything of him, even his notes.
She carefully unfolded the note that was stapled to the page and read it.
My love,
I have had an unexpected summons from my employer. I had to leave early and didn’t want to wake you. I’ll be back as soon as I can. Order breakfast and take your time getting up.
Remember I love you, T.J.
She pursed her lips together as she leafed through the final pages of the journal. There were a few more entries about T. J., but they were to express her misery and angst over the fact that, not only hadn’t he returned, but he hadn’t called either. What made it worse was that she had no idea how to reach him. She suffered depression from his rejection right up until the end of the journal.
She contemplated the idea that perhaps her memory loss was a defense mechanism. Maybe she found his abandonment so intensely painful that this was the only way she could cope with the loss of him. One thing was for certain. She hadn’t killed him like Louella claimed and she had his hand-written note to prove it.
She needed to contact the lawyer Edward suggested right away and show him the journal. Her heart skipped a beat at the thought of finally being free from that place. She hugged the journal to her chest and slid into bed. Sleep came quickly, along with dreams of freedom… and T. J.
Theo made his way down the hall to the wing where Davina’s room was located with the medications she was expected to take. He’d managed to convince, Nancy, the floor nurse that, although he was an orderly and not a nurse, he was capable of taking the meds that they’d portioned out for her to her room and waiting to make sure that she took them. Since they were overstaffed, Nancy gave him little resistance.Turning his head in all directions as nonchalantly as he could, he checked to make sure that no-one was watching as he slipped into the wing’s supply room.After dumping her meds down the drain of the utility sink, he pulled a packet of pills from the inside pocket of his lab coat and placed them in the small, paper cups he’d just emptied. Then, after peeking out to make sure the coast was clear. He stepped back out intothe corridor and continued to her room.He found her sitting in the chair by her
Davina paced the garden of the asylum that was designated for the patients to enjoy from one o’clock until four o’clock in the afternoon. She hadn’t seen Theo in three excruciating days. She knew it was because she’d run after him like she had. Nancy probably had him assigned to a different floor. She supposed that she could understand the nurse’s concern to a degree. Having a woman who was deemed mentally unstable yanking at locked doors while seeking an orderly had to look suspicious. Actually, it was. But, not in the way Nancy thought. He said he’d figure out a way to get her out. Since she was positive that Dr. Covington was on the take from Louella and had no intention of ever deeming her healthy enough to release, Theo had to be scheming a plan and she couldn’t stand one more minute of not knowing what it was.They’d not only moved Theo to a different part of the asylum
Davina was hesitant to follow the men out of the clearing. After all, she barely knew Theo; not to mention she’d just done some type of crazy teleporting which she didn’t even know was possible. Had he really called her my Davina? This was all too weird.“I will explain everything to you, I promise. Just trust me a little longer. We need to get your head clear again. Please,” Theo whispered as he took her elbow and gently coaxed her to go with him.“My head isn’t so messed up that I don’t understand that we teleported into this clearing,” she said. Then, with wrinkled brow, she touched her temple with her free hand and added, “Or, maybe it is. We did teleport, didn’t we?”He smiled and nodded as he nudged her forward. “We did, and I’ll explain it when your head is clear enough to understand.”She dug her heels into the soil to prevent him from
Louella slammed the telephone receiver into its cradle as she released her frustration with a scream. Those bumbling idiots at the asylum had lost Davina! How could that happen? She’d selected them because of their reputation for being unscrupulous enough to allow the almighty dollar that was paid by the family to influence how well they treated a patient, or how long they kept them. The institution was basically no more than an outlet for families of wealth and power to rid themselves of troublesome family members under the guise of mental health. In its thirty-four years of being in business, no one had ever escaped; until now.This was a disaster. She needed to act fast. With the journal in her sister’s possession and her sister now free to seek help, there was no telling what would happen next. She didn’t understand why things were going so badly. Other than murdering her aunt upon impulse, she’d taken the time t
Louella slowly slid off the alter and stood motionless while she made sure that her legs were able to service her. She’d climaxed in a way that she’d never thought possible -especially at the hands of a woman- and she was still trying to stabilize herself. When she was sure she could move, she weaved her way on very wobbly legs to the pile of clothing Sybil had stripped from her and left on the floor where she’d stood.Her bra was useless since it was now too small to contain her bulbous breasts so she stuffed it into her handbag. She looked down with both panic and disgust at the moist circle forming on her tee shirt over one of her baby watermelon shaped breasts.She was no longer repulsed by the idea of sexing Derek and his partners, but she was in a panic that she wouldn’t find him in time to get the most from the magic milk she offered. She wasn’t sure exactly how the milk thing worked, but she beli
Theo paced the garden outside of the great hall. Davina had been in council with his superiors for over an hour. The suspense was killing him. He’d taken a chance bringing her there, but, as he explained more than once, he didn’t know where else to go with her. He needed time to find a way to undo the damage her sister, Louella, had done so that Davina could return to her life and fulfill her destiny.The main complaint of the conclave was the fact that, by transporting her through realities, Theo may very well have altered her destiny path. This was something travelers were forbidden to do. It was their task to infiltrate their subjects and assist in settling conflicts that threatened the historical timeline. They knew that by divulging their true identity or telling them about alternate realities whenthey weren’t at a level of understanding could potentially alter history. Therefore, it was something they w
Davina was speechless. They’d traveled one-hundred years into the future. The mere concept of doing such a thing was mind blowing. Unfortunately, the awe of their feat was overshadowed by the devastation enveloping them. “Did Louella do this?”Theo was just as speechless as Davina. This was his first trip to this time zone. “She seeded it.”“What do we do now?”“I’ll need a moment to get my bearings and then we’ll find your mentor.”“Sybil must have taught her such terrible things.”“From what I know of Louella, she probably absorbed those teachings like a sponge.”Davina sighed. “She wasn’t, err, isn’t that evil. She’s just a sex maniac. Gosh, I don’t know if she is or was at this point.”“At this point, she was, but she will soon be a reality again. As for her s
Davina sat on the ledge of what used to be a raised lawn while she waited for Theo to adjust his body’s energy flow to accommodate the new timeline. She studied the rubble behind her. At one time, it must have been a grand house. Possibly Victorian in style. Sadly, now it was nothing more than rotted beams and siding. The heart of the house stopped beating long ago.Her attention was brought back to the matter at hand when she felt Theo’s hands on her shoulders. “It’s time to adjust you.”“Will it hurt?”“Not as much as if we leave you as you are.”“What would happen then?”“You would age at a rapid speed until you died.”She stood up, quickly, and squared her shoulders. “Then, do it.”He smiled and pulled her into his arms. She could hear his heart beating steadily in his chest as she pressed her face against his st