Country Air

Ella's POV

I don't know how long I was asleep but I know that I haven't slept that well in a while and for the first time in weeks, I had no nightmares at all. It was clear that being here was already doing me some good. I had no idea what coming here would bring me but so far it has been nothing but good. The bedroom they moved me into was big, but then again nothing about the South is small. I got out of bed and opened the curtains. I opened the glass door and I went out into the balcony.

The air was fresh, I could see the cows eating grass. It was just a wonderful sight. Who knew that farms could be so calming? It looked like it was about to rain. I went back inside and freshened up. The fact of the matter is that I was trying to pretend like I was fine, like everything was good under the sun but I know better. My heart feels like it is shattered into a thousand little pieces. I was okay and then the second I thought of Alex, everything came to me like a wave.

Everything I have be