Alexander's POVI have done a lot of unforgivable things in this world. I know that I am not a saint but I know that I am not all bad either. I just wish that my wife could see that and so we can be over and done with. I never wanted her to leave me and I still don't. I also didn't want to hurt her but I did and all that I ever wanted to do was to have a chance to fix all of that. I am afraid that I might never get a chance to do it.I am not a man who finds it easy to accept that he is wrong but right now I know that I was wrong and because of it to My Unborn child might be suffering. I never meant to hurt her like this but when I saw her bleeding my heart sank. I don't need her to confirm if the baby she's carrying is mine because I know it is so to see her in that position was very difficult for me. I just wanted her to be safe. I just want her to her and the baby to make it through.I have managed to rush her to the hospital but right now it is not looking good. I spoke to her doc
Ella's POVI should have never trusted Alexander with my heart for he has shredded it into a thousand pieces. I blame myself for everything that is happening because of this should have never been in the first place. I should have just stuck to the plan and never got my feelings invested in this fake marriage. I should have stuck to the script. I don't know how he manages to make feel bad about everything. I have a lot that I want, a lot that I have to deal with and the last thing I need is more stress from him. If there is one thing I know for sure is that I have to get Alexander out of my life for good. I can see now that he is not going to make this easy for me and yesterday proved that in more ways than one. he said that he wanted me to come back home and that all will be forgiven. I am confused because I thought he was the one who needed forgiveness from me. I said it would be the one who would beg me to take him back after everything he has done to me.I simply cannot understan
Alexander's POVI didn't want things to turn out like this, I thought that I could talk to Ella, that we could fix things but right now I don't seem to sure. I was okay, even fine that she was not letting me see my boy thinking that I will wait for our day in court, I could have easily sent lawyers her way to get an immediate removal of my son. I didn't want to do that, especially since I know that she is pregnant, I was willing to wait a little more so that we can do this the right way but as soon as I saw that man with my son, I lost it. " Why do you have my kid with you? " I asked Dustin who was looking at me like he was looking at trash. " You should not be asking me that, why don't you ask his mother?" He said. " I am asking you and don't think that I don't see that you are trying to take my wife from me. " I said to him. " Take your wife? Your wife can't stand to be with you, she ran away from you. " He said. It was the truth but it was not easy to take. I rolled up my fist
Ella's POV" Where's my boy?" I asked Dustin. He was busy fighting with Alexander and I hope that my son didn't see all of that because that is not the kind of behaviour I want my son to see from the both of them. " He is with Isabella." Dustin said. " What was that? I have never seen you act like that before." I said to him. I have known this man for some time and I have never seen him be aggressive or violent in any kind of way, he has always been supportive, loving and kind. He is nothing like Alexander, a fact that ruined his chances with me in the first place. He was nothing like Alexander and at the time no man was good enough for me if it was not him. I suppose that is why I struggled to find some happiness, at my age I have only been with two guys. I also understand why I fell for Chad as well. He was charming, he was a smooth talker but mostly he was a ladies man, just like Alexander was and just like him, he hurt me. Now I have a chance to build something with Dustin. I
Alexander's POVwhat is Ella playing at? I thought that she would have called the police on me final but so far none of my guys at the police stations have called to notify me of such. I was expecting that she would have probably been outside that I took Bradley and that she would send for someone to come and fetch him but so far she has never said a word to me and I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. I know that I didn't exactly act out like an adult but I suppose I wanted to hurt her for letting Dustin into my son's life while she kept me out.I thought that this would show her that I was serious about taking action and getting her back home but right now it seems like I might be fighting a losing battle because it is like she doesn't even care that I took him. I sent her a text and told her that I had our son with me and she texted me back with one word which was ok. I didn't know what to think of it and I suppose I have been worried ever since. I suppose I can say that sh
Ella's POVI am sick of it, everything, all the fighting, all the arguments but mostly, I am sick of being angry and unsure. A couple of days I had a heart to heart talk with Dustin. I could have easily lied and told him that I was over loving Alexander, that I was ready to give him my whole life with no strings attached but I would be lying and he deserves so much better than that. He deserves to know that being with me is not going to be an easy task. I know that for sure. Needless to say that he didn't take the conversation too well, he told me that he needed some time to think and so he went back home to Texas. I will say that it was not easy to watch him leave like that, I wonder if it would have been the same if it was Alexander. I don't know but I don't get why I can't just wake up one day and be over him. To wake up one day not feel anything for him. I was not sure that coming back home was going to help me in any way. All that I knew was that I was not going to live whole l
Ella's POVI listened to him thinking that it would give me some closure but all that it has done is left me confused even more. I thought that I knew Alexandra and I thought that they knew the kind of man he was but after what he said to me today I am confused. I never thought that a day would come when he would actually care for someone else other than himself. I didn't expect him to come to me and tell me that he was willing to do whatever it is I wanted if it meant that I would be happy. I was taken by that because the Alexandra I thought I knew would have never said that to me. I actually think that for the first time in his life he was being honest with me. I felt like he was pouring out his heart to me and letting me know what was feeling. I will say that as surprising as it was I am still not sure if I can trust this man. I mean how can I even trust that he means the things that he said after he has lied to me so many times about so many things?" Do you mean it?" I asked him
Alexander's POVMy life has been a mess and at some point, I didn't think that it would work out . Especially when everyone was coming for me. I have tried to clean up my mess as best as I could, even then I can't clean up the biggest mess I have created. As a man I have to sit back and reflect on all the wrong things I have done to Ella. I am amazed that she agreed to wait on the divide, I don't want it, I want to fix things. I know that I have wronged her, I am a dog and I probably don't deserve it. The same I know that I don't want to be without her. She asked me for some space, she said that she needed to get her head together and I want to give her the space she needs. The only problem with that is that I am going crazy being away from her knowing that she is in town. So much that I have made an offer to purchase a property around her area. The house is biggerand if things go well, it might be our family home. I am not going to give up on Ella or my marriage. I am willing to d