Chapter 36 Rejected

Alex.

I couldn't sleep all night. My heart was filled with fear and doubts. I couldn't believe it had come to this. I went into the shower, and as the water poured, I wept. My life was over before it even began. How was I supposed to live without her? How would both of us survive apart? I couldn't imagine Sam by herself. I was going to be a miserable Alpha. I was so angry that I punched the wall, and it cracked. I had broken my own heart. If only I could run away from all this. If only we were back in our little cabin and never had to return to the pack. If only I wasn't an only child. I couldn't imagine Sam with someone else. The thought alone killed me. The universe had played a cruel joke on me. I started having flashbacks about our life together. Sam was going to forget everything good about us and remember only the bad. I was sure of this. I dreaded the sunrise. I hoped the night would pause and remain forever, no going forward, not seeing the next day. I hugged myself in the sho