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Seeking Guidance
The next day, I woke with a pounding headache and my insides like jelly as they swirled around.
I could barely think straight. Whatever the hell was happening between Alastair, Blake and I, the energy required to sort through that mess was certainly not within my reach.
Most of it was so unexpected that a huge part of me was left paralysed. Could I trust either of them, or anyone for that matter, with my heart again after what Deakin had done?
Would I even be able to physical with someone without completely breaking down?
When Alastair ran his hands down my body, it sure felt like I could, but afterwards, my skin almost felt like I needed a shower to scrub away the horrible feeling left behind.
Just the memory of their lips on mine had my face burning, the emotions rolling through my stomach.
Eating breakfast was extremely difficult. Something I hardly ever went without, as my stomach was too busy swirling around and making me feel unwell.
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