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To say that I was shocked would be an understatement. I was not shocked. I was freaked out of my damn mind. And I was so freaked out that I did not even struggle when his lips landed on mine. I stayed stock still like a statue as his lips captured mine in a deep kiss.

As soon as my head registered what had happened, I pushed at his chest with all the power in me to throw him off my body. Thankfully this time, my slightly stronger strength stayed with me and helped me.

After that damn kiss, I wanted to throw up. Because I felt weird. Super weird.

And it was not just an uncomfortable feeling or confusion or lack of desire. It was the pain that hit me so hard that it almost blinded me. Not only physical pain, but emotional as well as the feeling of betrayal.

And I knew what it was. Why I was feeling like I had committed the biggest sin possible for a living being on earth. My mate bond with Damon was the cause of this feeling. I could not get close to any ma