*Gemma*I wasn't sure exactly what kind of trouble Rian was in based on Diana's withholding of information, but it seemed like it could wait long enough for an emotional reunion.Jerah stepped aside, clearly stunned, for Rian to come inside. He looked around in fond appraisal. "Never thought I would miss this place," he huffed with a grin that easily marked him as Kael's brother. Their resemblance was as undeniable as Jerah and Jaci's—dark gray eyes, choppy white hair, and handsome facial proportions. "Looks the same as it did months ago." He glanced between the three shifters, gaze skipping over me. "Well? Don't I get a hello?"Diana's sob was strangled as it burst from her throat. She threw herself at him so hard and fast that Rian stumbled back, holding his arms around her in a fierce embrace when her limbs locked around his shoulders and waist. Faces buried in shoulders, chest trembling with sobs, steps stumbling toward a couch whose edge Rian's calf ran into, falling back
*Gemma*It was hard to pretend like everything was okay when it clearly was not.Rian was pretending like he hadn't just been, apparently, driven back from Syrus Morven's stronghold and dropped off at the outskirts of Niburgh.Diana was pretending to be okay with that, her arms locked around his waist and refusing to let go as we left to put Nedra behind and below our feet once again.Jerah had Diana's supply bag resting in the crook of his arm, leading us back to the entrance, pretending like he didn't want to leave the apartment until Rian confessed every detail of his capture.Kael was pretending to be wholly grateful for his brother's return, but he wasn't hiding the simmering tension under his skin very well. I was the one to slip my hand into his. He started, looking at our interlaced fingers, and then brought my knuckles to his lips, brushing a kiss to them. My heart was ready to burst out of my chest. Something changed between us very fast and very strong. He wa
*Gemma*I hadn't had the mindset to consider what was next for either Raisa or myself. All we had been focused on was escaping Connor and not whatever was beyond that. I didn't know about her, but I did not excel at planning ahead in anything I did, and now I realized the hard way that would be my downfall.As I lay in bed, all I could come up with were two options: leave or stay. Leave to get on a boat and a train back to Lyrehaven and somehow get a ride back to Opal Springs where my family would be waiting. I could go back to Lynn and hug her until my arms hurt. I could hug my parents and weep as I told them I was sorry, and all I wanted to do was make things better for the Brooks family. I could take that teaching job and hope everything returned to normal and put my journey to the West behind me and never look back.Or… I could stay. I could talk to Jerah and Jaci and wonder if they wanted me to join Moonwake just as they wanted Raisa to. Did they even want an Easterner, a
*Gemma*Mates. Kael Liviana, the Alpha of the once-mighty Moonwake pack, once the most powerful force in the West, a coy and obnoxious, sweet, brave idiot… was my soulbound mate.I never thought I would ever find my soul's other half, much less believe I ever could. I was just a she-wolf who failed Epsilon training and spent her days without thought to any kind of productive future.But if we were mates, it meant we were worthy of each other, regardless of… well, anything.The ribbon that we both felt—it was the mate bond that somehow felt visceral.I gave into my instincts and let the fire in my core flare, the muscles there tightening, desire running through my veins like adrenaline, and suddenly I knew that nothing in the world was more important than the male in front of me.The night was cool, the Moon Goddess blessing us with her light above, limning Kael in hazy white, making him breathlessly beautiful. I didn't know if I wanted him to kiss me tenderly or have him
*Gemma*Kael roared my name, and I didn't give a single shit if the rest of the Moonwake pack heard. All that mattered was that the ribbon united our souls and hearts accepting it with our entire selves. All that mattered was my unyielding joy in knowing he was mine and I was his forever. From that first day of meeting, both of us drenched in blood and fueled by terror, my immediate disdain for his flippancy about our life and death situation slowly evolving to find it endearing. Looking at the progression in hindsight, it was a fast change over the course of only a few days. But what did days mean compared to the minutes and hours of each other's company? What did minutes and hours mean when it was the words said and the actions performed that brought us together like the Goddess's invisible hands pushing us closer, even if it felt like it was against our wills?After pulling out lingeringly, Kael wrapped his arms around me and rolled onto his back, drawing me with him. I re
*Gemma*My heart that was full to bursting only minutes ago now broke for Diana. She loved Rian more than I could know, but to him had it been a complete farce? Or did he love her up until he felt the mate bond with someone unattainable? He had called her his love, his sun. Was that a lie? Was that him pretending she was the Sun Mountain breeder?It made me angry and sick.The Moonwake shifters were equal parts devastated and furious by Rian's Goddess-blessed betrayal, shocked into silence. I pulled Diana into a fierce hug. "You deserve better, Di."She hugged me back and her voice hardened. "You bet your ass I do."I admired her shift from despair to take-no-shit fury, though I did worry that it would lead her to do something rash.When I pulled away and Diana pressed her ear to the door, Kael grabbed my hand and murmured, "Don't let me do anything stupid."He was a completely different Kael than had made love to me. Now he was serious and deadly-focused. His pe
*Gemma*Bryn flung open the car door and landed right as Raisa threw herself at him in an embrace. He spun her around, both of them weeping. "Oh, my Raisa.""I thought you were dead," she sobbed. "I thought—""Lovely reunion," Diana shouted, "but we're a little busy!"The Sun Mountain males wavered at the sight of the Hazel Coast Alpha's machinery, but once they realized a very non-threatening wolf jumped out and started hugging a helpless female, three of them shifted into their wolf forms and lunged forward.Bryn hoisted his mate into the passenger seat of the car, wrenching open the back door so Diana could dive into the backseat. I was one step behind but then paused. "Kael—"Bryn shoved me inside and slammed the door. "He'll be fine!" he yelled. "Just drive!"Diana had already climbed into the driver's seat. "Where?!""West!""West?! There's nothing for miles!""Trust me!" With that, Bryn shifted into his wolf form and launched himself at the Sun guards.
*Connor*"Alpha!" My Epsilon hauled me to the side of the street before I could be run over—by my own Goddess-damned car—after I was f*ckng hit with it. I could feel the shards of glass embedded in my skin—peppering my back, my neck, skull, and face. Some bone I didn't know the name of was broken in my arm. The puncture wound in the bubble between my vertebrae made by that bitch Gemma Brooks stabbing me with that damn knife—where the f*ck did she even get it?! Damn Raisa. She had me fooled. Goddess be damned if I don't rip their pretty throats out. I shoved the fur brains away and got to my feet. "Get the f*ck off, you idiots!"I stumbled like I was drunk. I made use of it by snatching one of the Epsilon's throats. He choked but knew better than to fight back."Find them," I spat, blood and spit spattering his face. "I don't care if you have to crawl to do it.""Alpha," another guard said. "They went westward.""So?" I released him with a shove; he shifted into