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CH63 - Kai's POV
As I pass the warriors and scouts returning to the meeting, I ignore their strange looks cast towards me. My mind is far too focused on my own actions and emotions. Not to mention how much I find myself wanting Cedric all to myself. Have I somehow fallen in love with him? I want to reject that notion, but how else could I explain any of this?
If I admit that I’ve caught feelings for Cedric, then there really is no going back. I’ll never be able to free myself from him and his clutches because I’ll not be able to deny it anymore.
Lowering my gaze and wrapping my hands around my arms, I sigh. This is all such a fine mess that I’ve gotten myself into. If I had never given my body to him, then I could still have argued against these emotions, but now I can’t.
Dereck seems to think all of this is actually fine but said he will still do what I want in the end. I’m glad he is supportive, but that doesn’t help me decide what to
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Subduing the Alpha   CH64 - Kai's POV
The meeting lasts for what seems like hours. It surprised Dereck when I told him what Cedric was planning, but he agreed it would be a good chance to prove himself to Cedric and gain his respect, as well as a better position in the pack.I’m sure he would do well as Cedric’s beta. Perhaps it would even work to get me a better position too, instead of just being Cedric’s ‘omega’. Though I just hope those two both come back alive. It’ll be awkward to lose either of them, and I’m not sure what would happen to me if it passed. Would the pack disband? Would they accept Anita as their leader? What would I do then? Stay and accept a new role in the pack? Ask her if I could leave? There's no way of knowing what I might feel or want to do.The only thing I know right now is that I want Cedric and Dereck to stay with me.The sound of the bedroom door opening alerts me to Cedric’s return. I hesitate at first, but the moment I
Subduing the Alpha   CH65 - Kai's POV
With our clothes tossed to the floor, I can’t help but feel a little subconscious about being flush naked under Cedric’s body. We might have had sex the night before, but we are making love for the first time. It’s a strange revelation to me. I was going to be making love to Cedric and not just having sex with him.I took in a deep breath as I felt my body relax against his touch. He was as gentle as always, but this time, it felt different. This was sweeter, and softer and left me breathless each time his lips touched my skin. I could feel my body and heart giving in to each action so smoothly that I thought I might float away at any second.The lower his kisses trailed, the more alive my body felt, and this time, I lavished every moment of it. I didn’t want to hide how this has made me feel. If he could give everything up for me, then I’d give everything up for him. That’s how I felt.Through hooded eyes, I peered down
Subduing the Alpha   CH66 - Cedric's POV
Last night gave me a small amount of hope that Kai was finally opening up to the idea of accepting me. He still wasn’t there yet, but I believed I was no one step closer to him figuring out the truth.Perhaps I should have given in and just told him the truth, but I decided to talk to Dereck about it first. He would know Kai’s mind better than I do. Though we haven’t had a moment alone since I woke up.Our last preparations had to be taken care of before we could finally go to war with the Fang-Claw pack. Now that our group was making our way towards the edges of our pack, I knew it wouldn’t be long until we set up camp.Our group was fairly large, but I decided to not take all of our warriors with us. Some had to remain behind in case someone else tried taking this moment to ambush the defenceless. I was sure Kai could rally the remaining pack members if anything like that were to happen, and I made it known to the remaining warriors to
Subduing the Alpha   CH 67 - Kai's POV
I can’t stop thinking about my place in Cedric’s pack and what all of this means for me now. If I accept his mark, then I’ll never find my destined mate, and he will end up giving up on Anita, but will she give up on him? Can I really be so selfish and claim him all to myself?I said I wanted that, and he agreed, but now I’m second-guessing myself. I sigh as I wander around the packhouse. Nothing is set in stone yet, and that gives me time to mull over his offer in honesty. I want him, but at the same time, I’m afraid of claiming him.And what if this isn’t mutual? What if he claims and marks me, but won’t let me mark him? He mentioned nothing about that, so how am I supposed to take that?With Dereck gone with him, I can’t even talk to anyone about this. Can I truly live my life here? What if I accept and then my mate shows up? I won’t know it is them, but they’ll still know it is me, right? That&rsquo
Subduing the Alpha   CH68 - Kai's POV
I knew I couldn’t leave without at least letting Dereck know I had gone, and that he should stay here with Cedric to help look after the whole pack. I couldn’t leave the note in Cedric’s bedroom, so I put it in what once was mine. I avoided giving a location of where I was going to go, as I only had one place in mind before I decided to leave these lands behind me. My heart ached, and part of me wanted to change my mind, rip the paper up and forget this entire plan. However, I knew I couldn’t remain here and let Cedric make such a terrible choice by giving up his destined mate. I’d be fine on my own. I could just become a rogue and live on my own somewhere, far away from everyone else. There have been others before me that have turned rogue, so how hard could it be? With a deep breath in, the only task I had left now, after packing and getting everything sorted out with that note, was to escape. I didn’t have any information on the outside of the packhouse, o
Subduing the Alpha   CH69 - Cedric's POV
Something hasn’t been right since we launched our attack on the Fang-Claw pack. Although I can tell they were not expecting us, it seems highly strange that their alpha has not once come to fend us off. Was he away from the pack for some reason? A sneak attack from behind, maybe?Yet my scouts always returned with no sightings of him. The only thing I could think of was that the alpha had been out with his scouts somewhere, but that he hadn’t returned yet was strange. As a precaution, I had one of my scouts return to my lands to check on them.When they returned, they claimed everything was normal and there had not been a single sign of any enemies. I wasn’t sure what to make of this, and without the alpha being here, our attack didn’t mean too much. I had wanted to take him down, or at the very least, capture him as my prisoner.Despite that downside, it meant we had shown his pack that we meant business and would not go easy on them for
Subduing the Alpha   CH70 - Kai's POV
The last few trees on the outskirts of the forest finally paved the way for the familiar lands that I once called home. The moment I saw the familiar small buildings my old pack once called home, I rushed forward. I know no one is going to be there to greet me, but it feels so good to see this place again.It was almost dark, as I had expected it to be, but I knew this place like the back of my hand. As I hastened my steps, I weaved through the old streets and made my way to the graveyard.It honestly surprised me how little this place had changed since I had been gone. Cedric hadn’t touched the place, which had been my fear when I first bowed down to his rule. Usually, a pack’s old land is repurposed or destroyed, but he did neither.Perhaps he had cared about me and the pack even since then? I couldn’t help but smile foolishly at myself. If that was the case, then I had feared him for nothing. Did he even plan on keeping me locked up for as l
Subduing the Alpha   CH71 - Kai's POV
Quickly rushing to my feet, I half expected to see Cedric or Dereck coming up behind me, but the moment I saw the figure, my heart sank. This man was neither of them nor was he from any of the three packs.I could smell the scent of an alpha from him, and although I had never met him in person, I knew him to be one of our enemies. He wasn’t here to pursue peace or treaties. Though his exact intent was unknown, I could tell from his smirk that he was not here for pleasantries.This alpha was huge, probably larger than even Cedric was. This man’s face was covered in battle scars and he had the aura of intimidation surrounding him. I knew that if he started a fight, I would not survive the encounter unless he showed me mercy. And that was assuming he had any to give me.My heart pounded against my chest as I desperately tried to plan an escape route. The only problem was that I had no way of knowing if he had me surrounded or not.“I though
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