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Prologue 2: Observation
To come so far only to be disappointed,
It makes you feel like everything was a waste, right? It makes your entire being fall into misery, right?
But here is where lies the most important decision
Do you just let everything go and fall?
Or
Do you keep going?
The feelings of despair overwhelm you and perhaps you really don’t have an ounce of motivation left to walk further,
But,
Does it not cross your mind, that if you keep going, maybe you’ll find something more?
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