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I wasn't too surprised that Mr Almond had actually turned me down. But what did I expect for him to agree to abort an Aloha's child? Can you be real for once Daciana? There was no way a thinking person would do that.

What was I thinking anyways, Arnou was his alpha and he would not want to disobey him.

Seeing that there was no way of escaping. I knew I didn't want to raise my son in this type of environment, he needed a father who loved and cared for him. I didn't want him to be raised with the mentality that the major priorities to life was power and status, I wamted him to be kind and caring and not to think of anyone as a weakling just because of their temporary status.

But that was all a dream. But lately something jdor creeping into my mind. I haven't had a proper discussion with Arnou on this but it has always been an object of concern for me. I wasn't intending to leave my kid here, our deal was I bear his child and be saves me from my shame. Looks like he wasn't saving anyways