ALEXANDER When I saw Isabella I thought I had gone crazy from missing her so much or that I was just dreaming, I couldn't believe that she was the one here this time so far away from where she lived and different from how I was used to see her, but when I realized that this was not a dream or an illusion, I wanted to lock her in my arms and not let her go again, but I restrained myself and tried to talk to her and when she refused being about to cry was that I realized how imbecile I was being, I was hurting her again.She wanted to forget about our past and me telling her those things, but they were the truth, there is not a single day that I don't miss having her in my arms, that I don't miss every part of her.And here I was, in the crowded bar, at a table tinged with darkness and half a bottle less, drinking to her, to see if my feelings would go away with the alcohol, to see if with that I could cushion all this pain of not being able to have her with me, of having lost her.But
ISABELLA I was furious, Alexander did not stop drinking one drink after another, it was too much and I did not want to see him like that, besides feeling his intense gaze all the time on me.Worried about him, when my shift was over I had no choice but to approach him to tell him to stop and after my insistence he had accepted and was leaving, but maybe I was being silly again or I had lost my mind, but I could not leave him alone in that state, so I decided to take him, I did not want anything to happen to him.I went to get my things while I left him waiting for me and to deliver the money from his account to my manager."Here is the money from that table" I said handing him the money and pointing to where Alexander was at first."Perfect you can go." he said taking it and I nodded and went to where I had left my purse and met Mariam who did not have a good look on her face."You're going with him? Apparently you're not as saintly as you look" she hinted grimacing.I didn't say any
ALEXANDER After the alcohol left my system, I reacted to the idea that I had had Isabella around all this time, after I had stayed away from her that last time I only checked on her whereabouts after she got out of the hospital to make sure she was okay and the last I had heard from her was that she was living with her friend and still at the same college, after that I tried not to relate to anything to do with her, except the search for her bastard of a father and I had no idea she had moved here.What I didn't understand was, why, and more importantly, alone? I know her friend is here and because of the building she lives in it is impossible for her to be renting it or own it.I know there's nothing going on with him on her side, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want something more even though he has a girlfriend, so I just can't help the jealousy starting to eat away at me because of that.Plus I was so grateful to her for caring about me after all, she's definitely an angel and s
ISABELLA Seeing so much suffering and regret in Alexander's eyes for what happened to me hurt me a lot, I could not believe how much he blamed himself for that and how much he had suffered for that day too, he was tormented.I am too, but at the same time being free from my father's reach helped me to leave all that behind and that was wonderful, before that I lived in fear every day and I don't feel that way anymore, I just want him to be caught so we can all be at peace and have the guarantee that he won't continue hurting other people.What Alexander feels is deeper, I don't even know if by catching my dad I can be at peace, I wish he wouldn't feel that way because it's not his fault, what happened that day had nothing to do with him.The only thing he was guilty of that day was breaking my heart by approaching me seeking revenge that he never collected, but him approaching me for that reason no longer allows me to trust him again to have a relationship, even though I still love h
ALEXANDER Today I had woken up in the wee hours of the morning with the horrible nightmare about that day, I am immensely grateful to Isabella for not blaming me for what happened but I can't let it go, not when those images haunt me.In many of my nights that day is replayed, filling me with fear for seeing her like that, replaying the same terror I experienced thinking she might be dead, the same guilt for allowing her to be harmed like that, for not being able to protect her from either my sister or her father.Every time I dream of that damn day I wake up sweating, my heart pounding and trying to remember that she is okay, that this is part of the past, wanting to make sure she is really okay and needing to see her.Then I have to calm my anxiety to see her, so as not to disturb her life and much less tell her what is happening to me, I hoped that at least by imprisoning the main cause these nightmares could be lessened.But that bastard is still free, this has me in a constant s
ISABELLA Yesterday I was really tired, the bar had been full of people all night and I hadn't had a second to rest and I ended up falling asleep in Alexander's car while he was driving me home and now I can't even remember how I got to the apartment, but I have like little flashbacks that I hope are not true and are just a figment of my imagination because if they are I would die of embarrassment with Alexander.I am supposed to want him away and what I did was to get closer to him if what I remember is true, with what face would I tell him to stay away? When I was the one who wanted to stay in his arms myself.The bar today was again overcrowded with people and I was also super exhausted, thank the creator that there was only half an hour left to finish my shift or I would end up fainting in the middle of the aisles, I felt that my body could not take any more."Blonde" I call a typical self-centered rich guy, who because he has money thinks I will be at his feet.I had already seen
ISABELLA Alexander accompanied me to the manager without saying anything else but I could tell he was still furious and I was still nervous about what happened, but it had upset him greatly and he was using his self-control not to explode in anger against the other idiots.Today I wasn't going to let him take me, but seeing him in that state I didn't want to argue with him and decided to let him do it, he was very tense because of the situation, I didn't want him to get more stressed.Already when we were in the car was that finally Alexander decided to break the silence, but only to tell me something that would not please me."Isa you can't keep working in that place.""I need this job and I'm not going to quit." I replied immediately, even though what happened had scared me, I couldn't quit, I needed that job very much so I could go ahead with my plans."Isa you saw what happened today, you're always going to be exposed to situations like that, many drunk men don't control themselve
ALEXANDER Finding Isabella being harassed by that guy almost drove me crazy, seeing his filthy hands on her almost made me tear his head off, I wanted to kill him, I wanted to beat him until it was engraved in his mind that he should never do something similar, I wanted to break each one of his fingers just for holding her and I only managed to restrain myself because I had Isabella close and I didn't want to scare her, I think she wouldn't be ok seeing so much violence after what her dad did to her.But I could not bear to see her go through a similar situation, full of fear of being harassed by an idiot and in a bar it was very likely that these situations would be repeated, she could not continue in this job, I was still full of rage for what happened.So here I was trying to convince her to agree to resign and at the same time expressing my need to get back to her, hoping that she would give me a new chance.Having her face between my hands, feeling her soft skin and being able t