ANXIETY

Talk of anxiety, and I am a perfect criterion of anxiety right now! I vouch not even Ajay's animosity has ever made me panic this way. I'm an oscillation mess.

Deep finally won last night. After a few pleading kisses, I had to let him go look for that ludicrous dude of his, Dan. A tremendous mistake I did, I think, because he didn't return. Hasn't returned.

I didn't close my eyes even just once last night because I was waiting for my Deep. Minutes turned into long dreadful hours. Freaking hours. I had to abandon his comfortable bed in the middle of the night and came down to wait for him here. My arse has been perched on these damp stairs for hours, wishing and praying that I see him stroll through that door any second, but all in vain.

Worst of all, he left the door locked. I have no key, nor do I have a phone to call him. I have tried peeking through the windows but this guy doesn't have even a single security guard that I can ask to call him.

The dismay of what might have happene