ALIA
I was still on a high from our little moonlight tryst at the forest ground. I was mindblown. I never thought my body could react and feel the way I felt when I do the deed with him. He was showing me all the ways he can pleasure me And I knew right here and now, there'll be no other man I would rather be. I wanted him.
I giggled as I raised on my toes and pecked his lips while he was massaging my hair with his shampoo. His lips slowly tugged into his signature smug smile but he didn´t say anything. I caught some of the foams from my hair and blew it on his face, he just shook his head to avoid it but still kept his mouth shut. I was wondering what was going on in his mind but I dared not to ask anything. Just the fact he was smiling at my every action and looking at me the whole time was enough for me.
Once we were done washing each other and just flushing out water on our bodies, he cupped my face, his eyes were soft but I could see the seriousness o
GAVIN "Do we really have to train inside? It was nice outside, the gym somehow feels suffocating." She asked as we entered the gym. "You need to train, and I don´t want those warriors looking at you while you bend and raise your arms." I held her arm to guide her to the area where we could talk and train. "Is that jealousy I detect?" She asked, a teasing smile on her lips. "Maybe." I faced her, my hand rubbing my neck. "I was just kidding," She dropped her gaze on the ground, and I took it as my cue to explain. "Look, Alia. I know we had a bad start..." "Hmmm..." She hummed, still not looking at me. "Can you promise me that whatever I say, you will let me finish before you say anything?" She tilted her head up and look at me, I could see pain flashing in her eyes. "And I´m just supposed to accept whatever you will say?" "No. No. There´s nothing wrong with what I will say, but I want you to listen. And not interrupt. You have a habit of shutting me up all the time." She took
GAVIN It was already past 7 in the evening when I left the packhouse. The shitty thing about this whole ordeal was I wasn´t even the one who accepted this dinner. It was Alia. These past few days that I spent with her, I already got to find out some of her personality. No doubt she was amazing but she was reckless especially when it comes to her emotions. She made decisions abruptly without thinking, and from the looks of it, I was the recent victim of her abrupt decisions. I guessed this was one of the things I had to live with and prepare for once she´s finally mine. I couldn´t help smiling at that thought. Regardless reckless and emotional she was, she's fucking mine. I went to the parking area where my car was but turned around instantly and went to the barracks instead. I would take Timothy´s car. Now that Alia had sat on the passenger's seat of my car when we went to the bar, there´s no way I would have Carrie sit there. No woman could take that seat from now on, unless cal
GAVIN"I'll drive you back to the packhouse." Carrie offered when Timothy´s car didn´t start. "I'll just get my keys inside."I shook my head and smiled at her. "You don't have to do that. I can take care of myself. Go back inside. I´ll be fine.""Are you sure?" She asked, her brow arched up."Yes," I answered back immediately."If you say so." She stepped back before turning on her heels and stepping inside her house.I stayed seated inside the car, elbow resting on the steering wheel while palming my face as I mind-linked Timothy.'Is there something wrong with your car? I can´t get it to start.''Fuck! I forgot to tell you, it might be low with gas.''I don´t think that´s the problem. I see half tank here.''That´s the deal man, it was broken. It never moves so I couldn´t tell if it´s low on gas or not. I usually go by the kilometer I already used after I ta
GAVIN And so I waited and tried to keep my eyes open. I glanced at the clock and it was already past eleven and Alia was nowhere in my room. She might have fallen asleep waiting. Fuck mindlink! Things would have been easier if I could just connect with her mind. I forced my body out of the bed and went to the door, swinging it open, and went out. But the thing was, until now, I had no idea where her room was. All I knew was it was on the 3rd floor and so was Alpha Caspian, the Beta, and Gamma. So what´s the chance of ending myself in the wrong room? Big fucking chance. Once I was on the 3rd floor, I walked with careful steps and let my nose direct me to her room.Her smell was everywhere in this hallway making it hard for me to find her. The hallway was dark and only one room has a dimmed light illuminating under the door, I stepped towards it, and the more I came nearer, the stronger her scent was. The d
CARRIE I´ve been lounging in my pajamas the whole day just watching anything that came up on the TV. I don´t feel like doing anything at all after what happened last night. Beta Gavin rejected me, and as much as I wanted to say that it didn´t affect me, it surely did. My confidence was plunging down to hell. And I don´t know how to pick myself up. I don´t understand. What the fuck was wrong with me? I would admit that I played around, but I never hurt anyone. I just loved the chase and the excitement of having someone´s attention for a while. But I never crossed the line or take anyone´s man for that matter. So I shouldn´t be thinking this was karma. But unfortunately, this playing around that I get used to had led me to my own heart´s downfall. My fated mate rejected me because I was not pure enough for his taste. But what the fuck? He played around too. Was I supposed to stay prudent while he stick his d**k to every wil
GAVIN I smelled her even before I heard footsteps approaching and I felt my whole body tense up. I didn´t do anything wrong but I felt so fucking guilty. Of what? I had no idea. All I knew was something was off and something made Alia avoid me like a plague. I placed the fork in my hand on my plate and raised my head towards the dining room entrance, waiting for her arrival. And when she did, I tried to catch her eyes but she looked everywhere except in my direction. I watched her with a pained expression as she gracefully walked towards the table and slid on her seat, throwing smiles at everyone except me. I fucked up again, right? Kurt growled in my head, not liking that his mate was ignoring him. I let out a deep sigh and picked up the fork again, putting my attention back on the food in front of me. At least she was here. I missed her. I could work things out with her later after dinner, I would never let her out of my sight tonight. And t
"Is that what you want?" He asked, his voice breaking. I nodded and rested my face on his chest, I felt his arms wrapped around me pulling me closer as his body started to shake. We were both crying as he held me in his arms. For a split second, I wanted to change my mind. I wanted to take it all back. I loved him. I loved him with all my heart but he keeps breaking me. "I... Gavin..." He stammered between his sobs as he opened his mouth to talk. No! No! No! Please! I don´t know what I want anymore. " Salvatore..." He took one deep sigh, holding his breath. And my heart stopped. What have I done? "I'm sorry, Alia. I can´t..." He pulled away from hugging me and placed his palms on my shoulder before pulling my body closer and crushing his lips into mine. He kissed me and my mouth welcomed him. The familiar and comforting sparks traveled all over my body. He was kissing me passionately, not like
GAVIN I was alive but I don't feel anything at all. My mouth and my feet were doing their job but the rest of my body wasn't functioning. I felt like I was just floating, just going where my feet take me. I just did what needed to be done and after leaving instructions to Timothy, I said goodbye to my men and head off to my car. It would be a long journey back home. Home. Ironic. I don´t know where home was now. The only time I really felt at home, was when I have her wrapped up in my arms. The last five days were the best days of my life. It doesn´t matter if we´re cuddling or she was throwing dagger stares at me. Just having her around was enough for me. I went here without any expectations, but I got more than what I hoped for. We might not end up together but at least, she let me in her life even just for a few days. I have memories of her, I could live with that. Or maybe not, but I don't really have