Chapter 36

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I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, unable to sleep. The soft glow of the moon seeped through my curtains, casting a faint silhouette on the wall. It was one of those nights where my mind refused to quiet down, consumed by thoughts of him.

Is he okay?

He seems okay

The was smiling a beautiful smile

My thoughts danced around his image, his face etched into my mind. I could recall the curve of his smile, the warmth that suddenly, appeared in his eyes, and the way his subtle chuckle echoed in my ears. It was as if every thought, every memory of him, was painted with vibrant colors, vivid and alive.

As I lay there, my mind wandered through the moments we had shared together. The Tears he made me shed which seems like I have completely forgotten and forgive him for, the conversations that often led to banter, and the countless stolen glances. I replayed each scene in my head, relishing in the confusion that those memories brought me.

But alongside the confusion, there was a h