BLONDIE

VANESSA'S POV

"Positive "

A world that could be so much, good and bad. I still hadn't wrapped my head around it. I stood there like a zombie. I could see the blondie's mouth moving but I could not hear anything she was saying.

I felt like I was caged and I couldn't breathe. My vision was starting to get hazy and my legs weaker as I stared at the test that was clutched in her hand.

It couldn't be true there was no way it was true.

It couldn't be positive maybe she had read it all wrong. I could feel the world closing in on me.

I wasn't even crying anymore I just stood there in shock as someone who had found out someone had died.

"Vanessa ", she said tapping me and I turned to look at her. It was only then that I allowed the tears to flow.

"It can't be true ", I said amid tears.

"Baby it's true ", she said as I sat down on her bathroom floor. I didn't care if it was clean or dirty I just wanted to sit down before my legs gave up.

It can't be. I couldn't have just ruined my life like t