CHAPTER FIFTY THREE

Even after a long soak in the tub and three gins, my thoughts are still racing, and Rory is the subject of almost everyone. Half an hour ago, he texted me, but I could not force myself to read it; nevertheless, I am now prepared to do so.

"Hey, that was uncomfortable; I hope I haven't messed it up!"

In response, I pull out my lower lip, but it turns out that my reaction is only a shock reflex. Now that the first shock has worn off, I regret telling him to go.

"No, I'm sorry, it surprised me," she replied. I was at a loss for words regarding my response.

"I should have kept you updated. I believed you would attempt to stop me," she said. "I assumed you would try to stop me."

"All I have ever wanted was for you to be close to me, but I didn't want you to give up everything for me. I can't offer you everything you want because I have a lot going on, and I need to focus on Lucas."

"As long as you're in my life, I'll take what I can get" is something that people often say.

"OMG, where have