CHLOEI screamed for help and the next thing I knew, a lion came into view and attacked the panther. I was in awe watching the two wild animals fighting in front of me. But wait! They are not fighting! They are playing!Lalo na akong natakot dahil friends sila and then their eyes are back on me. Para akong ewan na hindi na naman maka-move. Nilingon ko ang pinanggalingan kong kwarto ni Trace at mga ten steps pa bago ako makabalik doon. I need to take my chance or else I survived the ambushed and abduction but I will be ripped in pieces by these two. No! I won’t be ripped by pieces, buto ko na lang matitira kapag pinag-agawan na nila ako para kainin.I swiftly stood up and ran back to Trace’s room but the lion is more aggressive than the panther earlier and its roar is killing me. The freaking lion didn’t attack me from behind but next thing, it jumps and appears in front of me, blocking the door to Trace’s room.“Oh, God!” I kept on saying this kanina pa pero wala pa ring miracle na
TRACE My lust for Chloe is like a drug. Natatanaw ko pa lang siya habang paakyat ako ng hagdan kanina ay iba na ang epekto niya sa akin. Epekto na dahil lang sa legs niyang nakikita ko. Nakapagpalit na siya ng t-shirt. Iba na ang suot niya ngayon sa ipinasuot ko sa kaniya kagabi. At dahil naka-red siya ay nakakasilaw na ang kaputian niya lalo. I doubt if she dares to wear my boxers, but with her slim frame ay malabong susuotin niya ang kahit anong underwear ko. Isang tingin ko lang sa kaniya ay agad kumislot na ang pagkalalaki* ko. Balewala ang droga na mula kay Isaiah. Sa ilang araw na nasa sistema ko ang droga ay hindi man lang gumana ang kalibugan* ko kahit ilang babae na ang lumapit at nag-aalok ng sarili nila na mapansin ko. Mula nang tirahin ko ang droga na bigay ni Isaiah ay hindi lang ako makatulog, iyon lang. Wala akong maramdaman na iba. Kahit ang mga babae sa casa ni Chase ay hindi na rin makabuhay sa pagnanasa ko. Tangina! Anong gayuma ba ang ginawa sa akin ng babae
TRACE “No!” mabilis kong putol sa sasabihin pa ni Chloe sabay bitaw ko sa kaniya. Hindi niya pwedeng makausap ang mga magulang niya dahil hindi ko siya ibabalik sa pamilya niya. Akin lang siya, dito lang siya. Oo, galit ako pero hindi ko hahayaan na iwan niya ako. I need her to stay here. Pakakawalan ko siya kapag sawa na ako, kapag wala na akong mararamdaman pa na kahit ano para sa kaniya. I left her at pumasok na ako sa kuwarto. Gusto ko munang matulog at baka matuluyan na akong mabaliw kapag sa ikatlong araw ay wala pa akong tulog. Saka ko na susundan si Nite. Magpapahinga lang muna ako tutal naman ay malala ang tama ni Nite. Kapag hindi niya malampasan ang operasyon ay mamamatay na rin ang tarantadong ‘yon. “My… my daddy…” I heard her uttering the words but she stopped saying anything as she saw me taking off my clothes. Alam ko naman ang dinadrama niya, ang tatay niya na inatake. Siguradong nakaabot na rin sa kaniya ang balita. “Your daddy?” tanong ko sa kaniya. Mas mabu
CHLOEAfter I was treated like a whore*... I just sat on the edge of the bed thinking how terrible what I felt was. I waited for Trace to finish in the shower because I needed to talk to him. What he did makes me feel unloved… unworthy… I waited for minutes while looking at my reflection in the mirror. I wanna pity myself for what happened. Did I deserve that? Probably…I heard the shower stop and he walked out of the bathroom without even looking at me. He didn’t utter a word at first while wearing his clothes. I thought he wouldn't talk to me but he started when he said he can’t trust me anymore and that… made me sad. I admit I made a mistake and how devastating it was to him, but I just connived with Nite because of what happened to Carly. And when I decided to turn my back on what Nite wanted me to do, he threatened me that he would kill Trace and I needed to choose at that moment. But now… Now it seems I am the only one who did wrong when in fact it was Trace who did bad to C
TRACEDinampot ko ang phone na nabitawan ni Chloe sa kama bago siya dinamba ni Michigan. I checked who she was talking to, si Paige pala. No other number she called, hindi pa siya nakatawag sa parents niya kung gano’n, at incoming call lang ang dahilan kaya nalaman niya na naiwan ko ang phone. I inserted the phone on my pocket at tatawagin ko na sana si Michigan nang natawa ako sa nakita ko. Nakalilis na ang t-shirt na suot ni Chloe at halos nahubaran na siya ng loko-lokong pusa.“Oh no, don’t eat me!" patili na sabi ni Chloe. Natatakot na siya masyado kay Michigan pero alam ko naman na nagpapapansin lang ang tigre sa kaniya. Okay lang ‘yan.Dahil sa halos hubad na katawan ni Chloe ay muli na naman akong tinigasan habang nakatingin sa kaniya. Mukhang late lang yata ang epekto ng droga ni Isaiah at ngayon lang gumagana sa akin. Pero ang droga nga kaya ang dahilan o talagang mas nakakaadik lang si Chloe? And should I thank Michigan for showing me the nakedness of Chloe and making me rea
TRACEAt pinagbigyan ko ang sarili ko… sa bawat paglandas ng dila ko sa balat niya, sa bawat paghagod ng kamay ko sa mamasa-masa pa niyang balat, at sa bawat mahinang ungol na pinapakawalan niya ay alam ko na kailangan niya ako. She needs me but I badly needed her too. I was kissing her thoroughly, and while licking her still-damp skin and reaching her navel to taste her there… flashes of Papa and Louisianna dirtying Mama’s room disturbed me… Fuck*! I was trying to remove it from my thoughts because I don’t want to think anything aside from Chloe. And then… the fucking* arresting scene of what happened to me days ago sa hotel ni Jeru na resulta ng kagagahan ng babae na ito ang pumalit sa utak ko.The betrayal. The pain. The hatred. All negative emotions I am feeling towards Papa and Louisianna that I can control for all the years of following Lev’s advice… Now, because of Chloe, she made me remember it all! Damn! The disgust toward myself because of Louisianna that Julie helped
CHLOEI thought that I would hold my reins to Trace as I saw how he desired me but I was wrong and I don’t know what went wrong.We were kissing passionately, he took his clothes off, and when he went down to lick my body… he angrily said the F word and stopped our smooching. “Trace…” I admit that I was scared at how his eyes gave me his hateful stare.I moved to the other side of the bed and stood up. Natakot ako sa uri ng tingin na binibigay niya. He looks like he wants to end my life. I pulled the blanket and used it to cover my body then stepped closer to him, gusto ko siyang yakapin. There is something in his eyes that I can see danger. “I—I'm sorry. Again, I’m sorry…” Trace seems not himself. I saw how he fights with Elliot, I saw how he gets jealous of Niccolo but… but this time… his looks were nothing like before. Oh, God help me!“I was terrified and I had no choice,” I am trying to explain. He will listen. I still believe that there is hope between us. “I love y—” “You s
CHLOEMy eyes are wide in despair as I am facing his maleness. I feel relieved knowing he won’t use the belt to hit me but… he made it my leash! “I am not your pet, Trace!” I hatefully said that. If he wanted me to blow him then I would do that but not this kind of treatment. “You’re not but you’re my whore, remember? My toy…" His hand touched my face and inserted his thumb inside my mouth. “Stop do—” Ugh! He gripped the belt in my neck as he is going to choke me. “Please me, Chloe…” he was grinning, and how I hated him this time. "Start paying your debt!"I wanna cry but what for, he will be happy if I cry now. Fighting Trace is by making him crazy over me. I obliged to make him stop choking me with the use of his belt, I need to live and if this kind of fetish can stop him from hurting me then let it be. Tingnan ko na lang sa end kung sino ang talo… I made eye contact with him while opening my mouth. I held his cock* and licked its small hole then encircled the tip of my tong