Bad news

I am doing things wrong, everything around me is wrong, and I don't know how to take control of things that I do or that seem to happen to me.

Standing and looking at the scene in front of me is heart-wrenching but at the same time I am failing to emote the emotions, I am feeling inside.

Other than shock I show nothing on my face, and it's not like I am hiding my emotions no it's happening on its own.

Xander is looking at me, there is this sorry look on his face that I both hate and feel pity for.

The girl in his arms is saying something and when she realized it, she doesn't have his attention, her eyes moved from him to where he is looking, at me, with puzzlement, she looks between me and Xander and then grabs her attention she, puts her hands on his shoulder, calling him.

And as soon as his eyes are not on me, I slipped away into the office, the only safe place, right now.

Entering I locked the office, my brain still processing everything I saw.

I fell on my c