Iris's POVZipping my multicolored playsuit and Putting my hair in a messy bun, I looked at myself in the mirror and pouted. I am getting fat.Do you know what, I will never appreciate Science unless it finds a way to remain fit, even after eating all the delicious weight-gaining food.I know you all must be thinking, why all of a sudden I am fussing about my weight?Well, when model looking woman parades around your husband, who by the way doesn't remember that he is married, and tries seducing him, your fussing is not sudden, it is only a matter of time before you realize that you are getting fat, especially when the dress you bought a week ago, doesn't fit you.I am sure all women can understand my sudden fuss, and if you don't, then you are naturally blessed with a fit body. Saddened by my obesity, I groaned, and falling on my bed, I started punching it. Feeling like screaming into the pillow. Dont act like a kid Iris. "Mommy?" Turning, I saw my adorable son, looking at me c
Iris's POVFace flushed with embarrassment, I looked at my adorably angry-looking son, with scrunched eyebrows and pouty lips he was sending daggers at his own father. He is looking at Xander as if he is some sort of monster."Xan" for fleeting seconds, he glanced towards me but again fixes his eyes on his father with a glare. If not for the seriousness of the situation, I would have definitely loved his reaction.Like father like son. But caught in the act by my son made me nervous. What were you thinking Iris, how can you be so careless? The problem is I stop thinking when it's about Xander. Patting my hands on my clothes, I too step towards my son, my baby following all my moments, his father mirroring him. Moving past Xander, I stood in front of my son, "Xa...xan...he was not eating me." Well, we kind of were eating each other, but I can't explain that to my son. Awkwardly laughing I glanced at my son to see him looking at me confused. And didn't falter from his defending stan
Alexander's POVTo date, I thought what I feel for Iris is just mear attraction, a deep kind of attraction, an attraction that made me crave her touch, her emotions, her smile, her tears, everything about her.But no.I was so fucking wrong it's not attraction. Hell naming it attraction will mean, I am demeaning my feelings.Because Iris Brooke is so much more to me. This thing I feel for her is so deep that, even I fall short of words to explain it.I agree, initially, when I met Iris, it was not her beauty that enchanted me, no it was this feeling as if I know her, her presence bought a kind of peace, that I never felt since I lost my memories. Not only that, whenever she is around I get these flashes, which I am sure are memories that I have forgotten. I don't know why this happens, but I get these flashes only when I am with her, but it is what it is.But all this was then, but now none of that matters because, over time, Iris has become a lot to me.I love her.Yes, I Alexa
Iris's POVLost.I am lost.I am angry. Frustrated.Today I realized when the pain becomes too much, then it doesn't sadden you but makes you feel an array of emotions, and finally, you feel numb.And right now that's how I am feeling, standing on the porch of Anthony's house, and mopping on myself is one way I am trying to tackle this numbness and get rid of all these emotions. But I know, nothing is going to help me, nothing will help me.Because this stupid heart of mine imprints Xander in all my emotions. Making me hate my feelings and emotions.Why Why I allowed those browns to engulf me in their soul-piercing gaze?Why I allowed those two arms to trap me in their warmth?Why I allowed myself to get addicted to those beautiful lips?Why I allowed myself to get always bewitched by those dimpled smiles?Why?Why?Nowadays I feel like, my existence itself is a question... Why?He left. Left like I am no one.I am stupid. Of course, Xander who broke my heart right now, I mean noth
Iris's POVBack then, when Xander was Alexander Russo, my sister's fiance and I started falling for him, I knew there was no future for him and me, I kept no hope for any of us.I just lived the moment, those small gestures that fluttered my heart, like a new flower blooming.I cherished those moments and emotions, like, how he would gaze at me longingly when he thought no one is looking at him. The haze his mere presence used to put me in. It was all that I used to live for. How he would clench his jaw and fist his palms, due to anger, when any male would try coming near to me.We were not together then, but still, his eyes claimed me.I was claimed by hisEyesConcernAngerJealousyPossessive nessWarmthCareLove And lastlyDevotion.We declared our love, not when the three magical words were uttered but, it was when he took my drunk self to his condo and hugged me under the shining moon, on his balcony.That moment I can never forget. It was divine as if our scattered letters
It's not like I don't know, that I am fucked up. Because I am.I won't be offended if you call me Psycho. Hell, I know I am crazy. I am damaged beyond repair.But do I hate myself?No. This is me and will always be like this. I get what I want.And this time also, I will get what I want.Iris Brooke.My princess.Mine.I have waited long, but now it's time she becomes mine.And I bet this time I won't miss the aim. Smirking, I look around the airport waiting for the woman, who helped me escape the hell hole called prison and bring me here, close to my princess.Though I could have reached her sooner, fucking Jacob Sterling is hell-bent on searching for me. Because of him, I had to keep myself away, from my princess.But now no more waiting.Tapping my feet, I was waiting for the woman of the hour to arrive, and here she comes, wearing a classy off-shoulder red dress.After picking me up from the airport, she left me at a motel. Telling me she is doing work to bring me closer to my
"Xander...xan...der..." "Mmm..." He hummed, placing shivering kisses all over my neck. I rolled my eyes, as he has become a lot too affectionate towards me. "St..op." How the hell am I supposed to protest, when he is awarding me with so much pleasure and happiness? I can not be fussy when I am getting, what I have been wishing for these last four years. "No." Like a kid, who is asked to cut short his play and study, Xander denies my request. His hands trailing lower from my neck, reaching my melons, he pinches my already hard nipples. He hummed as his lips skimmed further down my neck to collar bone. "Damn!!! I want to have you now." His thick voice, pooling with desire, send shivers of want all over my body." Hmm. " I hummed in pleasure. His hands are just like his, expert, as I don't even know when he unbuttoned my shirt, and now his warm hand is roaming all over my skin. Butterflies and tingles, are shuddering me, whereas the wetness between my thighs, and my lower swollen
NervousUneasyAnxiousScaredImpatientAll these are the words that perfectly describe, the storm of emotions swirling inside my heart.A feeling that till now was foreign to Alexander Russo. Never in my existence, until now, have I thought I will be all these things.I have never even, felt like this when I confessed to Iris that I love her.Fuck! Confessing to her was easier than this.And why won't it would be, after this very moment, this very person will decide my fate, not Iris?Because this moment will decide if my dreams will come true or if they will only be dreams. So yeah, here I am, with my fingers crossed, hoping for the day to go well.." Mr. Russo. Don't worry you will be fine." Says Blair smiling, stepping aside to let me in. "Yeah, I am hoping for the same," I reply looking around, after entering."Xan is in his room. Getting ready." She informs. I nodded taking a seat on the couch. Blair sitting in front of me, fidgeting with her finger. I don't know why, but