Date Crash

Iris's POV

Sometimes I think why we desire things we know are beyond our grasp.

Right now I am here sitting in a posh restaurant with a person to dine with but he is not that on my mind, though he is in my sight.

Still, my heart just wants to see and hear only one person, a person my heart had grown to feel something special for. It's not that it doesn't know what it's desiring, doesn't belongs to us. Still, my heart is convinced to stop beating if just your promise that it would be beating last in his presence.

I know what I said. I know whatever this is I am feeling about Xander is wrong but still I can't convince my heart to come to terms with me.

It's the first time that my heart and brain are battling for and against something at the same time. Where my heart is certain somehow about what it wants, my brain is still battling between rights and wrong.

Earlier when I told myself, that I should stay away from Xander, I was determined. But now the way I am yearning for his mere pres