Decisions and changes

Jacob's POV

I kept looking ahead to the road, trying to focus. But thoughts after thoughts are creating so much havoc in my life that's making me want to pause things and just sleep.

Simply, I want to run away from everything, that's happening around me. And it's not like I wanted to be involved but somehow I did, because somehow I became the center of everything.

And that's not anyone else's fault it's mine. My feelings are the reason I am here, where I am supposed to...

What am I supposed to do I don't know, I am lost. I don't know what my plot is here, I am just here. I am doing what felt right to me and I am going wherever my life is taking me.

I don't know whether I will regret my decision or will be proud, I just know that I needed to make a decision.

The decision wasn't easy for me. Because the decision I made, made me put the most important person in my life in trouble.

The one person I feel everything for is going to be the person who will hate me for what I did to her.