114: It was Knoxx

SUNSHINE:

I am going to marry Jericho a month from now. That was our agreement. Jericho’s parents were both excited and I had already told everyone in the family about it. Yes. That includes my stepbrothers as well.

Mother was thrilled but my stepbrothers were not. It was as if they wanted me to wait for Knoxx.

I sighed and rolled to my side.

Leaving this room was not something I wanted to do now even if Jericho and I both agreed that we would be choosing wedding dresses even if the wedding ceremony was only simple. His Mother insisted that we should choose my dress properly for a prosperous life.

I did not want a luxurious dress. All I wanted was a peaceful life. A peaceful married life.

Marriage.

Am I going to do this or am I only using Jericho?

He said he was willing to be used, another part of my mind said.

He did, but the guilt…

If you don’t want to feel that, try loving him so that it will fade.

I was not the type to use other people. I would rather be used than to be anoth