62: I Thought...

SUNSHINE:

You won’t be falling for that, I told myself a couple of times while I was still hiding under the blanket.

Sunshine. Think. You’ve been a fool once and if you became a fool the second time, then what the fuck was wrong with you now? Don’t be the same person who did not value her worth just because a man had kept on confusing her a couple of times.

I shivered as painful memories rushed through my mind.

My body trembled.

I did not want to be the same loser again.

Still hiding from the blanket, I asked, “Knoxx. There is nothing to be jealous about because we don’t have a relationship.”

“I know,” he responded.

He knew yet he had the audacity to tell me he was jealous of Brody for being with him.

“And let me also tell you that compared to Brody, he has more balls compared to you.”

He growled in response.

“That’s below the belt.”

“Do you think I gave a damn about your wounded ego? I don’t, Knoxx.”

“Is that why you continue hiding under the blanket? That’s so mature, Sunshine.”