26. Long Distance Loving

-Leia-

After the other night’s disaster, I’ve decided not to jump to any kind of conclusion when it comes to Christian. I burnt my goddamn fingers and was left to suffer without talking things through with a man I know is good for me.

He might have a history, but that’s just it, right? Everyone says he’s changed, my mom likes him, he’s hard-working and doesn’t lie to me. I know it’s just my insecurities speaking, but what does Christian even see in me?

The tabloids always have him with skinnier women than me, tall blondes, or brunettes who have legs for days. Women who wake up looking like they’ve stepped out of a magazine.

Not someone with red hair, a little pouch on her belly, and boobs that gives her backaches. What’s so special about me?

“Stop it, Leia,” I chastised myself for the third day already. “He wants you; he’s shown how much he wants you, not them!”

And his texts…gosh his texts warm my heart, while his selfies warm my lady bits. I knew Christian could be naughty, but ho