Chapter 114

ELLIE

It had been a lonely walk home which I had wished to be over real soon. There was a different kind of stigma that came with having been in different cars of different guys, to now having to all go home. It felt like there were people somewhere in the background laughing at me, and that made it hard for me to keep my head up for even a couple of moments.

But then it just had to happen that way. I felt like I was paying up for misdeeds or something like that. There were no words to explain just how absurd I was feeling at that point. It made it quite hard for me to think straight as I was thinking all about all that happened for the past couple of days.

I almost didn't notice the cars that were passing all around me. There were just too many things that had me feeling like I was about to need another drink, but then I was still traumatized by all that had happened on my last trip to get a drink. I still hadn't gotten over the fact that I had nearly been used by that disgusting