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NATHANIEL'S POV
NOTHING BETTER THAN a sound mind, and off late it was something I so much cherished, the last few days had come with it and ups and downs. There had been this fear of losing Olivia that had triggered a deeper one in, could it be from the fact that she had stayed longer than any of my relationships– One thing was that this woman had a hold on me and though I don't like showing that part of myself she made me vulnerable.It got me wondering what happens when this gets out, in a way I knew what that would mean having an Alpha with one vulnerability—I stared at her as she snored lightly in the bed, still naked…still carrying the scent of our live making and sexual romp, till this moment love had been a fantasy.Definitely, I had the feeling I loved her or perhaps I thought I loved her but right to this past few days when I had almost lost her, when I had almost watched her soul slip away from my grasp into the dying wind didRelated chapters
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OLIVIA'S POV NOTHING WAS MORE Sane than my heart, the soothing systolic sounds it made, the way it had been tamed only to beat for one man— Nathaniel Gray. He gave sanity to everything that had to do with life and he does it without thinking of getting anything back In return. I saw him leave the bed and walk to the window, a sudden thought came to my mind that he was going off again as I watched his long blonde hair being cradled in the wind but then he came back to the bed taking back the spot he had left. It was barely seconds but already I could count a whole lot of minutes, and eternity … I didn't want him to leave my side, not for anything, not even for the sake of me living. Without thinking much about it I had cradled myself listening to him as his heart pounded, apparently he was deep in thought and it was worrisome because I didn't know what he was thinking about. There was a need to know what he was thinki
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OLIVIA'S POV THE ONLY thing that had been constant in my life over the last few day was the uncertainty of not knowing what would happen in the next hour, all I thought about through the the night was seeing the war lock I had come across at the party and doing it more discreetly by not letting Nate know anything about it Already, he promised himself not to let me practice anything dangerous after what happened, that almost made me lose my life and put me in the mess I was at the moment. Just as Jane had advised after drinking ourselves till we passed out, I was ignoring my problem till I had the solution. That had proved itself to be harder than I had expected as the thought kept flickering in my mind, now that I had a solution it made controlling these few constants a bit easy. Reaching Marcus was a very hard task as he was a very hard man to reach, after calling him on several occasions and having my calls go into voice mails he fi
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NATHANIEL'S POV "HOW CERTAIN Are you that they are up to something?" Alexis questioned again and couldn't count the number of times I had heard him count, I had since told him what I felt about everything and the fact that I was suspecting them. That had been after Jane went up to meet her after she stormed away. Whoever had said women were complicated and couldn't be understood was definitely telling the truth as no matter how I tried I could not understand what could possibly be going on. The whole thought of it left my heart in the array of confusion that I felt my mind would have exploded if I didn't tell anyone about and who else could I share it with that would have a better understanding than Alexis. I watched him now for a minute, thinking of the right way to answer the question that was pending– I thought of a better way to explain to him that they are not really going shopping as they had said. "Just believ
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OLIVIA'S POV LIKE A Piece of puzzle he fitted right into my soul leaving no spaces behind for any other thing else, I wouldn't dare call him greedy. The fact that he consumed it or the fact that he claimed full ownership. Nathaniel Gray was a man I would rather spend my forever with and that was if he finally asked of course. It had been a serious mind issue for me in the past, the fact he was yet to commit himself totally just as Alexis and done, but I had come to understand that things worked differently in the rank of wolves. Yet, that tiny bit of hope didn't flicker again yesterday when he asked those questions, for a while as he spoke my heart skipped many beats as I kept waiting for that moment when he would go down on his knees and pop out the question. As much as I had mattered to what it was, a part of me had this feeling of doubt that I would be able handle the whole situation all by myself with a sane mind. Loving a
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NATHANIEL'S POV.I could tell everything she wanted, I could tell every bit of it and I didn't need to eavesdrop to listen to whatever they were talking about. I just had to read the room.It was a week after and she was doing the same thing she had done, walking away when the topic drifted away to anything about marriage or mating whatever wolf term we used for our distant Werewolves pack.Olivia was not the best at expressing emotions, she was like an open book for all to see and it had been the reason why I could easily guess if she had something up in her mind or not , like this moment.I sat back in my chair and cracked my knuckles as I watched her going back inside with Jane walking in behind her.Those two women…There was nothing I could do about the fact that she preferred talking to her than myself, ajne had literally been her friend for a long time and she was most probably naturally open to talking with her friend.I was certain Alexis could sense it as well, cause he had
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OLIVIA'S POVONE would look at me like I was one form of sadist, but the truth was I wasn't . I was happy for my friend, happy at the fact that she is going to have a child, though it still pointed out something in my life that was still missing. I could not ignore that fact.Term it a tiny bit of Jealousy, then maybe that would be the right words to classify the state of mind I was in, but generally she was my best friend, and when I hugged her a few seconds later it came from the depth of my heart.Perhaps, that was the reason she had failed to mention it. She had thought I would probably take the news badly and start counting off the things I didn't have and mapping it out from the things I had.Regardless of it all, Nate didn't look at me this way. His facial expression was one I couldn't explain leaving a tenacious part of me wanting to know what the whole look was about.If I didn't know myself too well , I would say I was Curious, I was always a bit too curious about almost
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NATHANIEL'S POVTRY understanding a woman and she flips another page, whoever made that saying must have had a fair taste of women but definitely not one as Olivia.To me there was no one as this woman, she seemed by many ways different from the rest and most times I found it hard understanding her.One would point out at the type of home she came from, it was in a way surprising that she had taken it within herself to trust me.Soon as I got back to the seat that had Jane say now, he looked at me arching a brow."What?" I was a bit curious about the way his eyes were all over me.His gaze narrowed. “Why are you back so quickly?”In Spite of the mood I had been in over the last couple of minutes I burst into laughter.I could tell what he was talking about and in a way he made it look like I was a sort of one minute man.“What gives you that feeling that we would be fucking?” I countered.He ran a hand down on his shirt, watching me in a calculated way, like he was weighing the pros
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OLIVIA'S POV MY HEART cleft for just one man, and that man happened to be sitting not too far away from where I was. I wanted him in ways I never deemed fit in, in ways I had never wanted anything in my entire life. The fear of losing him had made me seek something even deeper. It had made me be in pursuit of more commitment and with the way things went it looked like something I couldn't stop nor Control, it seemed definite and at the same time absolute. I don't blame the softer side of me that chose to love shamelessly, but the part that came with doubt and all manner of uncertainty and reproach. Desiring him what I wanted but like my past had so much charm on my heart, so much that my future had been stained by it. I was the type of girl that grew up with uncertainty, and had lacked anyone to trust over my years of living; it has in a way affected the way I viewed life and my general Outlook of it. I was
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