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Testing my sanity Chapter 12
Daniel POV:Feeling a soft hand gripping my hand tightly I shift awake. I start hearing the beeping noise and my eyes open. I take in the bright lights of the hospital room and the strong sanitizer smell. Looking at the person next to me I caress their brown hair and they stir awake"Oh my god Daniel are you okay," Nina says her worried eyes scanning me. Nina. What's Nina doing here? I try to sit up and she practically shoves me back down"The fuck" I say and she apologies"I'm sorry your body is still weak and besides you should be resting," Nina says fluffing my pillow"Okay, how long have I been out," I ask and she stops fluffing the pillow. She sits back down and clutches my hand again but with both hands. I look at our intertwined hands and then I look back up at the ceiling"2 days," she says and I nod"Wait and you've been here the whole time," I ask turning to her and she shrugs"What nobody should die alone," she says and I cork my eyebrow at her"You stayed because you feare
Testing my sanity Chapter 12 part 2
Daniel POV: "Is this goodbye?"I ask her and she shakes her head"No, but I realized that this isn't our story Daniel. I needed you to be the person that I am today and I thank you for that. You'll always be someone I care about" she says smiling at me with so much emotion in her eyes"I really did mean to love you, Bella," I say. This conversation has suddenly made my mood drop to 0"I know," she says with a half smile"Are you happy with?" I ask nodding my head toward the door. I don't know what's happening with Bella but we barely talked these couple of weeks. I just figured we were busy but no we were drifting apart"Yeah uhm, I am. They are just my friends though" she says slightly blushing"They? I just meant Noah" I say corking my eyebrow at her. A smirk spreads across my face and she shoves my arm with a light giggle. "We're still going to talk right," I ask my grip tightening on her hand"Of course Daniel of course" she whispers against our hands. She places our hands back o
Testing my sanity Chapter 13
Daniel POV:Today is a gloomy day and it's pouring heavily. We have all these made men standing in the rain in their black suits and women in their black dresses getting rained on to mourn our lost men and most importantly my best friendThe priest has said his general speech about losing loved one's and now his calling me up to talk. Walking up toward the priest I realize that I haven't even prepared a speech. Everyone looks at me as I walk down the line of people. I should have stood in the front with the other friends and family but I just can't watch Xavier being lowered into the ground in a damn box.Finally reaching the priest I thank him and I turn to the crowd. Well here goes nothing"We lost good men this week. We will all miss them dearly but there was one guy here who is/ was my best friend. I met Xavier at a boy's Catholic school. I was 9 and he was 10. He was older than me by 5 days and yet he was the big brother" I chuckle remembering all the fights we used to have becau
Testing my sanity Chapter 13 part 2
Nina POV:I don't know what's happening with Daniel but I'm looking at the random girl in the house who's crying hysterically. Sighing I shut the car door and I walk over to her. The car blares behind me and I ignore it"Hey uhm where are you from," I say walking over to her and she starts sniffling"Kansas," she says and I frown. What the fuck is she doing in Russia in the middle of the goddamn nowhere"You're a long way from home," I say and she continues to sob. Crouching down next to her she continues to cry. The door is slightly open and I get up. Walking into the house I take in the rustic barn vibe she has going in there. When I walk closer to the kitchen the smell of stew and rice is pretty thick.Two plates are set out and I turn back to look at her. Who is she living here with? Walking towards the small passage I start opening doors. One is a bathroom, the second one looks like a study. My curiosity takes the better of me and I start scanning the labels of the books on the b
Testing my sanity Chapter 14
Daniel POV:3 weeks laterWhy would anyone want to be a parent? This is absolute shit. Do you know how many times I woke up last night 5 times? 5 times because she wouldn't stop crying it's like she knows that I don't like kids.After watching Amari grow in front of me and then die in front of me it messed me up. It's a part of my life I never want to talk about"Hey," Nina says snapping me out of my thoughts. Looking up she's leaning on my bedroom door frame"Hi," I say closing the website I was reading about how to be a good dad. Now leave me I only care because it's in my blood otherwise I don't want this. I really don't want this. Listen to me I don't"She's asleep," she says walking into my room and sitting on the edge of the bed. She shuffles herself into my sheets and I watch her hesitantly "Pillow please" she says getting comfortable"Uhm what are you doing," I say cautiously and she huffs facing me."Daniel I'm touched deprived" she whines. My eyes widen and blood rushes to m
Testing my sanity Chapter 14 part 2
Daniel POV: The shower door closes behind me and I hold my breath. Walking underneath the shower head I let the water wash away my nervousness. We aren't going to do anything. Let me just make small talk"You are the first person I've ever showered with," he says beating me to it. Okay well that sounds innocent"Yeah same but I have to warn you I'll hog the hot water," I say with a smile but his not smiling. His hand is moving so I look down and blink. I've never blinked so much in my life. Looking at his abs my eyes travel down to his v-line and there it is. Daniel's dick in all its glory. My knees go weak and I have this urge to go on my knees"Daniel," I say staring at his nice shade of pink tip. He hums and I swallow. "If we can't fuck can I at least suck you off? I heard that morning wood is painful and that it needs attention" I whisper. I'm not a bold person but around Daniel I am. It's weird"Don't tell me you've never sucked dick before" he asked with a grin. His hand starts
Testing my sanity Chapter 15
Daniel POV:"Choo choo" I mutter shoving the spoon into the baby's mouth. She finds our little sessions together as awkward as I find them but we try to make the most of it. Plopping the spoon back into the baby food I can't help but gag and she gives me a look "What it looks disgusting out of all the flavors you like green apples and vegetables" I say to her and she mumbles something but it sounds very aggressive"Hey no don-" she cuts me off mumbling her sentence"Listen here nobody cu-" she cuts me off this time banging her table with her little fists as she speaks"Little girl I will smack your behind," I say. She stops and her eyes widen. "I thought so," I say and I swear she rolled her eyes. This little 15 month-year-old rolled her eyes at me"People die for that you know," I say giving her more of her food. She swallows her food and then mumbles something again. "Nina is out so what do you want to do," I ask her and she mumbles something. You see I can't do this. I don't even
Testing my sanity Chapter 15 part 2
Nina POV:Leaving the compound I walk towards my car. Placing Thalia into the baby seat I make sure she's buckled in. Walking to the front I climb into the car and start the engine"I need to run a couple of errands so I'll need to leave you in day-care," I say looking at her through the rear-view mirror and she mumbles something like she's questioning me"Fine look I like your uncle and now that we're living in the same place I feel that I need to get my hair done every Wednesday. He's a man he probably barely notices but if I walk past him and my hair smells like saliva he'll probably lose interest but now if my hair smells like a watermelon orgasm then he'll probably take me out on a date" I say and she's giving me a judgemental look"Look I know I shouldn't change myself for a guy but this isn't just some guy. You will read stories about Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and snow white but the princes in those stories aren't for girls like us. We need men that are cut from the same clo
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