Chapter 20 part 2

"Don't be crazy" I say shoving her shoulder with mine and she chuckles

"Remember what I told you at the hospital," she says and I shake my head no. She looks up at the car that dropped her off and she nods her head. She stands up dusting herself off and she turns to me

"I said no matter what you do just don't push away a person who's just trying to love you. Let alone fight for your love" she says and I nod my head. Taking a puff from the cigar I blow out a cloud of smoke

"I won't," I say and she smiles

"Good because I want to see you happy," she says and I nod taking another swig of the whiskey. At this point, I'm drinking and smoking. I should really hold back but then again I'm drinking for Xavier and me.

"Thanks, Bella," I say. She nods turning around and walking over to the car. I'm pretty sure that's Noah or that other guy. She climbs in and they drive away

"I thought after some time it's going to hurt not having Bella in my life but it doesn't," I say to Xavier's tombstone

"Bes