My mate and I

Courtney's POV

I had been cursing Landon over and over again. It was already night, and I was still thinking about him and his kiss. I marvelled at the way he effortlessly broke down the wall I so carefully and meticulously built. He had left now, and I even considered going with him. I even asked. So much for me not throwing myself at anyone anymore.

I tossed and turned in my bed, unable to get any sleep. It was only a kiss, how come I was this messed up? Now I regretted not collecting his phone number. He asked me for mine after we left the gym, but I stubbornly refused to give him. I told him that he knew where to find me if he needs me.

Now my insecurities crept back in. What if he didn't come back? What if he cheats on our bond? What if he thought I was not good enough? He told me that he would be back in one week, but I could not help but find myself doubting him. I had spent so much time and energy loving all the wrong men, and now my love life was damaged. I could not seem to